I know when I wake up
Maybe I should give up
Because all my luck seems to have gone away
I forget my umbrella
And dressed like a cinderella
A car over a puddle and I end up wet
Then once at the office
I get a cup of coffee
And mister universe makes me drop it on my dress
I finish all my work
But thanks to this jerk
There's a power cut that deletes all my effort
CHORUS:
Isn't it a bad day
Even for a monday?
But it makes no difference
I won't fall apart
The whole world might burn up
My whole life might end up
But this crazy smile
won't vanish that fast
The phone rings I answer
Today is like a cancer
Because it's my boyfriend well I should call him my ex
I want to take a cab
It's a long way back
But it seems I'm nothing noone notices I am there
I begin to walk
All around the blocks
My foot in a sewer my heel's forever gone
Then once back at home
A peaceful bath with foam
But there's no hot water ok so today I am done
CHORUS x2
'Cause my friends will be there
And I know they'll take care
Of every little detail
And keeping a smile
So today it might seem
I have a jinx on me
But I'm the luckiest person
'Cause have you as my friends
she stands in the dark
listening to the silence
wondering in the night
if she stands any chances
that there's a lost call
on her lonely cell phone
by the time
she left it in the closet
as if she had forgotten
to carry in her pocket
the fags of an habitual smoker
her brand of heroine
had to wait for her at home
hope there was a call
she dials the numbers
but she can't press the send
and then, all at once
the green button laughs again
'cause her hand shakes
and she can do nothing but wait
now that she's back at home
needs to prove there's something waiting
for her on her phone
that call her mind was inventing
sent by the new host
her heart is taking care of
there's nothing at all
she wants to turn it off
and have it on at the same time
the thing is she doesn't know
if it's worth waiting for that call
'cause she can decide
when the sun has to shine
in her life
she dials the numbers
but she can't press the send
and then, all at once
the green button laughs again
'cause her hand shakes
and she can do nothing but wait
uncertainty, doubts
wants to know if she's in or out
message, calls
the only thing she thinks about
mobile phones
sometihng she can't live without
new ringtones
extrangely wants to hear them shout
she dials the numbers
but she can't press the send
and then, all at once
the green button laughs again
'cause her hand shakes
and she can do nothing but wait
she dials the numbers
but she can't press the send
and then, all at once
the green button laughs again
'cause her hand shakes
and she can do nothing but wait
she picks up the phone
and her thumb presses the button
it was a song from the stars coming to our hearts
it was the way that we had our dreams in our minds
we had so many crimes to regret in time
but we lost them that night...
wanted your hand in mine to show you my side
the way everything looked behind my brown eyes
there were so many things to feel that night
so many emotions we had...
we fell down to the grass harassed by our laughs
tears covered our eyes impeding us to visualize
the shooting stars that were crossing the sky
there were our desires...
we lived in a fairy tale where perfection existed
you the hero so brave, me the lady enclosed
dragons upon the sky between spongy clouds
tinker bell on your palm...
tinker bell on your palm...
tinker bell on your palm...
tinker bell on your...
We meet at the same place at the same time
as we've always done
Your hand shakes but you try to place it on mine
but she's already gone
'Cause I have seen the dark look that invades your eyes
and your shoulders shrug
And I know what you wanna do, it's not a surprise
oh, please, don't do that
Can't you see my lips are beggining to tremble
and my eyes to cry?
Can't you see it's 31st of December
in my 12 month life?
Can't you believe I was trying
to be your reason why?
Can't you understand I'm dying
'cause your words hurt like a knife
You say you're so sorry, that it's not my fault
is it then yours?
You just want to stop, to come to a halt
to close all the doors
'Cause our time together has been too long
and you're not in love
And I thought you were, so I was wrong
oh, please, say nothing more
Can't you see my lips are beggining to tremble
and my eyes to cry?
Can't you see it's 31st of December
in my 12 month life?
Can't you believe I was trying
to be your reason why?
Can't you understand I'm dying
'cause your words hurt like a knife
I thought we could change the world but only mine underwent that change
i thought we could be just one, but in fact, we never went so far
i thought that i knew what was in your head but never thought that i wasn't there
but this is stronger than me, oh no, i can't believe this is over
i thought i was doing it fine but our love is not a perfect function
and i tried to combine every little factor and substraction
but i wasn't able to find the solution that opened your heart
make me wander in your mind, oh no, this is not our time
we were stuck together by a fragile spot
a water drop that was about to fall
something i didn't want to see
i thought about us as you can see in that pic
the one that always sleeps next to me
i didn't want to see that it was fake
i knew every pore of your skin and every tonality of your hair
i knew the smell of your kisses, the taste of your smile and the sound of your looks
i thought i knew everything, but not the most important, i didn't know you
i do need to feel you, 'cause you're my life and without you i'm nothing
we were stuck together by a fragile spot
a water drop that was about to fall
something i didn't want to see
i thought about us as you can see in that pic
the one that always sleeps next to me
i didn't want to see that it was fake
I miss you so bad
I can't believe you are gone
I think I hear you laugh
though I know that can't be done
I guess that I took for granted
you would always be there
and now here I am planted
like a tree without leaves
If I could turn back time
I'd turn my back on all my fears
I would stand by your side
holding your hand in tears
'cause you were everything
I could have ever dreamt of
but I didn't think
you would ever take off
CHORUS
Is it so hard to understand
that I can't live without you?
Is it so hard to understand
that I only dream about you?
Is it so hard to understand
that I cry when I think about you?
Because you were more than just gran
you were my best friend
I want to think you're somewhere
that you know where I am
that I will see you again
that together we'll be with them
the worst is I am afraid
that I might forget you
though now all the memories
surround me
CHORUS
I feel so bad
I feel guilty all the time
Because I didn't
Say goodbye