you know when you are tired as all hell because you didn't get enough sleep last night and every little thing just pisses you off? yeah, thats where i am right now; and so begins my rant:
i am so sick of people who have nothing else better to do then insult you and the things you like or find most precious. i really think its because they find pleasure in doing it; and this mostly happens with guys and i don't fucking get it. i think it's encoded in their DNA or something. if a guy reads this (which is very probable) please tell me why. but my mom (oh, mother..) says its because they're jealous (if they are female) or because they like you (male) and whatnot. jealous of what? please, there are so many other things you can be doing because being jealous is not going to get you anywhere. and insulting me because you like me (which is the dumbest thing i have ever heard) is not a way to get me. <--- that is something different, i felt like saying it.
and also, i don't understand this bullshit with the hate of certain bands (i.e. green day, led zeppelin [yeah, i put them together ]). people just do it because they want to jump on the bandwagon and be "cool" like everyone else (and they usually don't have a reason for hating the artist except for "they just suck"), and this is partially why people lose their individuality. it is the most annoying shit i have ever come across, and being on this site does not hinder that whatsoever. i usually don't mind it, but for some reason, today i can't take it. granted, everyone is entitled to an opinion, but after a while, it gets really annoying and redundant. yes, freedom of speech... my ass.
okay, since i think my brain has just went out on me, i am going to nap before my next class.
so, just putting this out there, i'm trying damn hard not to screw up this semester. i did really bad last semester, and if i don't get at least a 3.3, i'm going to lose my bright futures (for you on-florida people, it is a scholarship for florida residents). so far, i'm doing pretty good. except for in statistics...stupid class. it's so unbelievably BORING. i go to that class, and i plug in my one of my headphones. thats not the reson im doing bad though..its because i didnt study for the last test, but its all good..i just need to study next time. its february; i have 2 more months of this semester. ugh, im just trying not to get stressed.