I just got braces and I want to kill myself basically. It is probably the most frustrating thing ever. I can't eat right and it hurts to eat, and I really do enjoy food. I also might get my license to drive soon? It's about time too, I am 18 =[. Summer has been not to good, I have a job at Subway which is nice. The summer experience is lacking to me. School is almost here and I haven't done anything worth reminiscing about. These high school years have been pretty br00tal. Going to an all guys college prep school is not easy sexually or academically. I hope life will be better in college and get better as I get older? I know this is not true because adults always say being an adult sucks. I guess I am screwed? For those of you interested I am looking at instrumental performance in the guitar. I was thinking about Berklee, I think I could get in and attend and all, but the cost is really really really really expensive 40K a year then room and board and spending money and Boston is quite expensive. There are other colleges though. I am thinking about getting a tattoo also. I hope this last year of high school shapes up to be a decent/good one. Fucking braces....
PS. I have to have to have braces because there's a tooth stuck and it needs space to grow down and the braces are making room and correcting the bite so I don't get neck problems.
BARAK ATTACK!!!!!!!!!!And the hopeful coming month
Current mood: optimistic
So i am voting in the Ohio primary March 4th I beleive? I am voting for Obama due to the fact I want Clinton to lose, and he would make a better president.
Also I have the Police concert(maybe, but good chance), Van Halen, AND Rock On The Range, STP is re-uniting there so it should be epid, among other bands (serj tankian staind 3 doors down sevendust disturbed many many more). It is a 2 day long festival so it should be sweet. School is almost over. I can't wait.
I have lost track of the days.....I don't know where I am anymore, I'm so lost without you. i can no longer make smart assed comments in the forums or GTFO NEWB! Where they need to be. I'm going through horrible withdraw, I need more blankets and less blankets (judos to whoever tells me where thats from.) School starts soon, after break, again, I have no UG, I miss the Lulz.....One day i will wake up and no longer be in the Forum of the Banned. And i so very much long for that day, jsut as much as the day i lose my virginity....which is never. Fuck.
school sucks theres to much work i cud be doing better things like playing guitar and creating music, its pointless highschool is by far the worst experiance of my life EVER