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Monday, June 21, 2010

Me, myself, and I.

A good friend of mine asked me a good question today: What does my personality consist of? She didn't bring this up in a negative light, more of a curious query. It got me thinking, what is my personality? And here is what I've come up with.

1.) I'm a laid back, take it as it comes kind of guy.
Structured life isn't for me. I can't plan my day in advance, so who is to say what I'm going to be doing in a year, a month, a week, hell. I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow. And that's the way I like it. I like spontaneity. If I were to get a call this second asking if I wanted to go to Europe next Wednesday, I'd be all for that shit. Ask me that a month or two ago and I'd be too hesitant to commit. I like this trait of mine. 

2.) I'm a listener.
I know what I'm thinking and it doesn't interest me. I want to know what you're thinking. I bore myself, but I'm intrigued by every single word that comes out of other people's mouths. I like to give advice and I love to analyze other people's thoughts and emotions. So next time you ask me why I'm so quiet, I'm going to respond with the answer "My thoughts are boring, and I'd much rather listen to yours."

3.) I can have a strong personality when I need to.
I'm not seeking this dumb high school drama bullshit. It's immature, and even though every knows it it seems that most everyone craves it. I'm going to pick my battles, and if you try to trample all over me sooner or later I'm going to tear you a new one, and probably not when you expect it either.

4.) I'm not an independent person.
I need other people in my live to thrive. I feed off of other people's emotions. I like to open up and talk about my feelings to people, as fruity as that sounds, but in the end I don't need someone there to wipe my ass and show me the way. I like having someone there, but it's definitely not a physical need.

That's all I have come up with so far. If anyone reads this, I suggest you do the same as I have. Make a list of your traits! Find yourself! It can do nothing but good 

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Sunday, June 20, 2010

I wish I was Jesus so I could turn this water into

Current mood: aggravated


They're like magnets; they're attractive, but how the fuck do they work? One day they can't get enough of you then the next day they'll avoid you like the plague. They play you like a violin with your sorrows as the melody. Yet, I still go crawling back to her. I don't know why. I fall too hard and it'll be my downfall, and I hope my friends will be there to catch me because I don't feel like dying. 

Fuck it. I'm glad I'm too much of a pussy to drink, even though I want to very badly right now. So I'm drowning myself with glass after glass of water. God damn I'm pathetic. I wish I was Jesus so I could turn this water into wine. Good line for a song, eh? I think so. A couple nice glasses of whiskey would sooth my nerves, but I'm only 16 and my dad is by the liquor cabinet. Oy.

Time to actually get to the point of this venting session. K, you're great. Spending time with you is a lot of fun, but fuck. Make up your mind. You're playing with me like a god damn rag doll; tossing me every which way just to see how I'll react. We spent a good 8 hours together today, but the last two hours were hell to say the least. I don't know if you know this but watching you text all three of your ex boyfriends while I sit there isn't my idea of fun. You ask me what's wrong, so I tell you. I'm tired and your constant texting is annoying me. You apologize and keep on doing so. And then you have the nerve to get mad when I say I'm gonna leave, even though it's getting close to my curfew? Whatever. 

We'll talk about this tomorrow, K. I know you're asking me about it now, but trust me. You don't want me to talk about it now because I won't have anything nice to say. Let me cool down so I can have a rational talk about this. 

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Monday, December 17, 2007

Christmas List (Guitar)

I'm hoping to get a couple things this upcoming christmas.

V32 Palomino Tube Amp Or Peavey Valveking 112
Boss TU-2
Vox V847
New Leather Guitar Strap
Muse CDs
Foo Fighter CDs

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