verse1 As I lay on the deck of a sinking ship living with the grave fear I'll always be sick Enduring these waves of a panic attack with no end in sight I know soon I'll be sank
Chorus x2 And I stare up at the man who's above tears he looks down on me, and he doesn't care He's got a thousand and one yard stare Doesn't give me a sign that I'm even there
verse 2 Somehow I'm gonna have to be the captain In a rough sea hell I'm filling with panic The sails start to melt and the ocean turns plastic Can't calm or slow down oh god what's happened Getting dizzy spinning like a fucking top My mind spun a web and I think I got caught My brain bleeds black images on every sail Just How fucking long must I endure this hell
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breakdown x? Save me I can't breath heart's pounding I'm drowning
verse 3 and yet with all of the meds swimming in my head I'm sinking faster then a brick made of lead With no bottle in sight I'm not feeling alright my nails feel like ripping out all my insides My bodies numb from the unrelenting waves I need to find a safer sea far away Someone drag me anywhere out of the tides Overwhelmed with the feeling I'm gonna die
bridge I stare through the blue at the man above god He stares back at me without a thought He's just sitting there on the dock While I'm stuck here in a state of shock
