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So today was awful. im failing 2 classes. my girlfriend is ignoring me, and maybe cheating on me. She "accidentally" sends me messages, just long enough to read them, and them quickly deletes them. things about me. things about sex and assort other stuff (im so mad i can't remember) let me tell you a story. so i learned from a kinda untrustworthy friend (likes to start stupid shit) that there was a collage girl (in a relationship, and friends with my girlfriend, and knows me and my girlfriend are going out) that maybe wants to "do" something. i dismissed it thinking, hes just being an asshole and stuff. so then a very trustworthy friend (very Christian, never lies ever) tells me a similar story. My girlfriend dismisses it immediately. She says "stories are getting all screwed up these days, you should know that silly!" i trust the second friend with the deepest secrets, ask him for relationship advice, trust him with my life, and have never ever doubted him. Also my GF has been talking almost non-stop about how all the guys where she is now are so nice, and how there becoming great friends. this makes me fucking pissed. I can't talk to her in person because shes in france. she just went to bead, I keep questioning weather or not she loves me or not. i need help, but im telling anyone, except for the people that have no idea who i am. sorry for wall of text no im not doing a TL;DR |
