Things left unsaid
Turn of phrase misread
I came down from the mountain
and our friendship was dead
So I'm climbing back up
and when I get to the summit
I'll throw myself from it
Laugh all the way down
Apologize to the ground
for the mess that I'll make
and the gut wrenching sound
You were so scared
of what it meant to love me
But you still could have saved me
So I sit and wait and wish
for you to come around
for you to give a fuck
for you to make a sound
This awkard silence is so sickening
You sicken me
Two Cents For The Boatman
As I drown calmly in my own insignificance,
Everyone stops by to give their two cents.
"This world's gone crazy kid but keep your head up,"
"I know it's getting hard but you'll make it,"
Shut up!
They walk away and I retreat within,
Look around, and calculate my every sin.
All I've done wrong and all I've done right
Am I even worth it? Should I make it through the night?
Don't they see me lying here?
Can't they see I'm dying here?
Eyes read and glassy, clearly I've been crying here.
My brain is on fire, burning each and every synapse
I choke out "Help me!" as my lungs collapse
My weakness is my reaper and the fault is my own
I take one last breath and drift into the unknown
Everything's so peaceful here.
I haven't even shed a tear.
Floating through the afterlife everything becomes so clear.
The past is in the past and the present, well it's now.
None of us will make it through if no one shows us how.
Their's safety in numbers, but life is lived alone.
And if you live your life compeletly, there's no need to atone.
Rendezvous
Meet me tonight by the tree in the park where we had our first fight We're skipping town Leave everything and leave everyone to drown
No looking back What we need to live is everything they lack They've had their fun Now let them pay for every fucked up thing they've done
This sinking ship won't save them now but they won't admit defeat Ignite their city, burn it down Fate! bring them to their knees
When the chips are down We'll stand our ground Because the truth always wins
Their future's gone Our love goes on Unblinded by their sins
King Me (You Dirty Slut)
I think I'm losing my mind I take two steps closer every time Toward the edge of my sanity Excuse me for my vanity I just can't help but wonder why?
I'm certainly one hell of a guy I'm intelligent, funny, and kind I write lyrics and some poetry I'm passionate and so is she But I just can't seem to catch her eye.
-to be continued-
Sweet Dreams Sonja
Sweet dreams Sonja
Don’t let your demons own you
Rest and know you’ll always have my love
Sweet dreams Sonja
Their chains will never hold you
Rise up and let them know you’ve had enough
I will lead you through the dark
Hold your hand, possess your heart
Together we will always find a way
To defeat their every plan
Blazing trails across the land
We’ll own the world and it still won’t be enough
And I’ll sing
Sweet dreams Sonja
Don’t let your demons own you
Rest and know you’ll always have my love
Sweet dreams Sonja
Their chains will never hold you
Rise up and let them know you’ve had enough
You worry way to much
‘Bout politics, money, and such
Things that I could never understand
But if you let me in tonight
I’ll lay with you. We’ll make it right
Your happiness means more to me than you will ever know.
(insert bittersweet piano or acoustic breakdown)
You just couldn’t bare the weight
Of the whole world. I was too late
To rest it from your shoulders and give you a chance to breathe
The crowd’s crying and dressed in black
As the priest performs his act
Of sorrow and solemnity and what the world will lack
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