ok i just went on vacation and while i was gone i got into a car accindent. My friend was driving the car that i was in and we T bone another car goin 55mph. and im goin to my grandpas grave tomarrow and this whole experience has taught me a lot, it taught me that life is so verry fragile and one little mistake can end it. another thing this taught me was how much i still miss my grandpa cuz he always seemed to be there when i needed him the most. another thing i learned was how much the friends i have mean to me and how i couldnt do anything without them. I just feel shitty when i think about life and death yeah it happens all around us and theres nothing we can do about it but sometimes i just wish there was no pain, no suffering, and no death just life and happiness. and with this thought of a complete and total paradise of no death and no suffering i end this blog.