radtke

            People are always looking for happiness, but what is happiness.  There are so many definitions for so many different people. Some it might be money, to have some super natural power or just to have there true love in their life. They spend there whole lives looking for it. Some find it, some don’t, and others die looking for it.

The definition of happiness is five lines of different views of the word. One is good luck or fortunate. Another is enjoyment, pleasure, or cheerfulness. These are very plain views that can be easily viewed differently to all sorts of people.

To me happiness is when you’re at a state of peace in your life. When you have no worries, have a happy family, a house on the lake and a dog lying by your side. Almost like an early retirement plan it seems like. Maybe that is what it is, that when you’re in that state of mind fishing in the middle of a lake on a small boat with not a care in the world.

Some people might have never felt happiness and are filled with sadness all their lives. They have been filled with so much sorrow that has not ever had a moment of joy. And their definition of happiness is just to have a normal life. Maybe, we have our life too well off. Happiness might be just the next better way of living for a person.

Then again maybe they might not need a huge plasma TV, a three million dollar house, or an imported car. To those lonely people who just want some loving in their lives. Does all a person need is a soul mate in their lives? A person to get through the hard times with and enjoy the good, and would that person be with you through the pain and hardships no matter what they are? Can no one find a perfect match for themselves? And the happiness they want is just to have someone like that.

So there are many ways to be happy, so many views. Simple and complex it is just that state of mind where you are at peace with yourself and the world around you. Whether it is a big mansion or the love of your life in your arms, happiness can be anything to anyone. For me, I just need a house on a quiet lake, with a good family and a loyal dog at my side. I wish you the best to finding your happiness.

RIP

            Today is April 2^nd 2008

         I just found out that my kick ass grandpa just died and some people might say like what ever it was just you grandpa it isn’t like it was one of your parents But that would the wrong thing to think because I was closer to him than both of my parents put together he is the one who got me addicted to bass and he bought me the bass I have now and my computer and right now I just feel like shit because he supported me in everything I did and there was no way that I could disappoint him.  But like everyone he had his bad days when he got pissed about every little thing but in the end he was the nicest most supporting person in my life. He loved to watch Dexters Lab on the cartoon network when i was young and even if this sounds childish the day before he died i went to his house andwe watched 4 hours of dexter that he recorded the next day he died in his sleep after making a noise that woke up my grandma after many attempts to wake him she called the hospital. some would say that that was the best way to die is in your sleep with no suffering but since he was a war vet he wanted to die on the battle field next to other soldiers serving his United States of America but no he had almost daily seizures and he hated it because it made him feel how old he really was. he also loved to goof around his most favorite qoute was "I have to get older but I don't have to grow up"

Thanx for letting me get all of this off my chest and tell someone how much I miss him.