life at the moment is quite shitty because well the girl who i asked out didn't actually like me but she said yes anyways. i wouldn't of minded if shesaid no but to get my hopes up like that and then say no is ridiculous. i would have been a little upset if she said no but not as upset as i am now. she is so pathetic she probably thinks i don't want to break his heart but man this is alot worse than saying no in the first place.
eveyone i finnaly anounce that i'm no longer
EMO!! for a while
This is the best day of my life i got a new girl her name is Ellie
its the girl in the other blogs
i finnaly got her
YAY!!
I'm so happy
this is about the girl i have been talking about
this is acoustic by the way
waiting
Maybe me and you
we could get together
lost to travel through time
and maybe something better
we could be more than friends
I could be living a dream
but a dream come true
only when i'm with you only when i'm with you
chorus
cos i've been waitng
cos i've been waitng for you
cos i'll be waiting
cos i'll be waiting till this comes true
now i wanna make it with you
i can't breatthe
withot you by my side
I won't take chances
unless you don't mind
i would do anything
just for you just for you
chorus
cos i've been waitng
cos i've been waitng for you
cos i'll be waiting
cos i'll be waiting till this comes true
I really like this gir at school, i'm not going to mention a name because i don't want it getting way out of hand at school and her eventually finding out but has anybody got any tips to help me win her over.
everybody who gos to my school don't send me messages on who its is cos i aint gonna tell you.
This is my new lyrics Enjoy. This and just like me are in a vote to see what the people of ug think. I will put some more then put a vote blog to see waht people think.
Do you fake it
Do you lie
I believe but you don't want to see it is real
It won't make a fool of you, you will just see
You just see through this
I'm right your wrong
Pre chorus
Do you believe
Do you see
Do you Lie From ME!!!
Chorus
You just follow
EVERY ONE ELSE!!
you don't believe
I'm th only one
LEFT!!!
don't make fun of me cos you think its all a GAME!!
Interlude
Don't worry about me you're just stuck in your little world
You don't see through my eyes
Don't act as if its all ok
Because you know and i know it aint
You have tried to over power me
there you may stand but i know you
verse
you left me
you don't believe
Don't Kill
You can't afford this it won't happen
i can't see why you don't believe
you haven't changed
even though you say you have
Pre chorus
Do you believe
Do you see
Do you Lie From ME!!!
Chorus
You just follow
EVERY ONE ELSE!!
you don't believe
I'm th only one
LEFT!!!
don't make fun of me cos you think its all a GAME!!
This is my new song it might go into the band AWESOME!!
Verse Don't Worry about a thing I don't need your help All i want is to be alone Stuck inside my head You Can't replace What already happened Cos now i know your living a lie You Wanted to live But no one likes you after what you've done
Chorus It still remains You wanted to see You thought it was beautiful But know that your gone We can easily think That you wanted to be Just Like me
Verse There was something odd That Didn't add up You made yourself look good You thought you would fit in You Can't blame anyone but you People thought you were generous but now they see The lie you hid behind has never been the same But now i see your insides you never really learned
Chorus It still remains You wanted to see You thought it was beautiful But know that your gone We can easily think That you wanted to be Just Like me
Interlude Now we know your living a lie Thats the truth Not even you can deny it Now we know your living a lie Thats the truth Not even you can deny it Now we know now its never gonna be AGAIN!!!
Chorus It still remains You wanted to see You thought it was beautiful But know that your gone We can easily think That you wanted to be Just Like me
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in religeon today at school i sit next to this bitch called shannon. i got a good bible and she was all like give it to me and i was like fuck off bitch and then she said to my teacher that i was wearin my fingerless gloves and my teacher was like i don't care. then she started calling me a freak cos i wear fingerless gloves. I then said to her look at your self your the one who everybody hates in my class.
I started leaning back on my chair her frien who sit behind me kicked my chair real hard so i go flying into the table and the table almost fell over. i slamed the table back. then she started calling me a freak again and i said to her fuck you. she then said i know you are and i was like how does that make sense. she then said i know you are. By this point i was about to kill some one if she didn't shut up. after i just started to bang my head on the table really hard to relive the anger.
does anyone get this feeling that they just have the same routine every day. i get it alot and its starting to drive me crazy. its all like get up, get in the shower, eat breakfast go to school, get home from school, do some homework, play guitar, eat dinner, watch tv, play ps3, play guitar, get stuff ready for school tomorow, read kerrang and go to bed. i think about it every day and im like GRRRRRRRRRR!!!. the only time i don't do the same stuff over and over is at the weekend and thats only two day!!!!!.
i get the feeling that i want to break it but i can't. it might just be growing up n shit but everything feels the same I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!!!!!!. its making me really depressed seriously if there is another way to avoid thinking about it i will deffinatly use it. seeing as i'm an emo most people don't really like me they just don't understand me. i have a few friends in my class but the rest are in other classes. At my school its like Rockers and emos vs rappers but at the moment were pritty out numbered by the amount of rappers thats why i think i'm not understood by many people in my class.
is it just me or does anyone have a feeling to run from every bad situation they come across cos when i come to a bad situation i just wanna run away from it and hide until its gone away. i know that this isn't right way to go about situiations but its the only way i can get out of it i think. when i'm all alone and i can just think about whats happening it just seems to get worse. does anyone have any advice i really need it right now.
school work is one thing i can't be bothered to do until like the day before its due in. i need to stop doing that aswell. its really bugging me right now. i know i need to get it done but i'm like nah i can't be asked. i just go and play ps3.
i think its me but does anybody feel something inside that wants to break free. its just a tottaly wierd feeling its all weird. i think my school grades are dropping cos of it. i can't stay focussed anymore. i always end up thinknig about all different types of stuff like do many people get this or is it just me. theres this kid in my year who like loads of heavy metal and is a geek says all emos should be shot. when he said this i almost pounced on him and ripped his head off.
i feel like i've been left out alot recently because of loads of people being very mean and saying im a freak. its just im feeling very down recently can you guys here give me help. even though i think its probably hormones doing all of this to me. i need to find a way out i don't know how. i feel so far away from everybody i know i just feel a bit slow with everything.
ps. my girlfriend broke up with me a couple of months ago and i still feel a bit sad but i think i have recovered from it mostly.
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