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Friday, December 14, 2007

Pessimism

Current mood: pessimistic

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Ok....soooooo.

I'm pretty much blah. I'm pissed off, hurt, worried and i can't trust anyone anymore. I hate my life! Why did she have to go a be such a fucking bitch. Oh well....i'll get over it hopefully. I just hope I don't lose my bf and bestest friend ever in the process.

I just don't know what to do. I just simply cannot trust ANYONE. After what I found out today...I put my wall back up and i just hate it. I can't even tell my mind to take it down cuz they're defenses put up long ago so i wouldn't get hurt again and they won't go away on command.
She is extremely immature and I hope she grows out of that. The only reason she called me. her supposed "friend", a lying, cheating slut and said that my bf called me a bitch and shit is cuz she wants him and is trying to manipulate me and ruin stuff. I hope she realizes that I see straight thru her shit and i know what she's doing. I'm not letting her win. She seriously needs to get over her infatuation with him and realize that even if i wasn't dating him that he wouldn't date her anyway cuz:
1) she's cheated on EVERY SINGLE boyfriend she's EVER HAD!
2) he doesn't trust her (for the reason mentioned above as well as other reasons)
3) he barely even likes her....he's only friends with her out of pity

For her own sake, I sincerely hope she grows out of this. She's too desperate and says she "loves him". Everyone who knows her knows she really only wants sex. She's extremely shallow and a liar (and a bad one at that). Everyone can see straight through her lies and knows how shallow and coniving she is.

I'm not saying this out of anger. This is truth. She is shallow. She has cheated on all her bfs. She does lie....often....and even to her friends. She tries to manipulate people to get what she wants (tho is rarely, if ever, works). She needs to move on and let her friends be happy. Why does she not understand that?