I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I just hurt the person who means the most to me and on our Anniversary too....i'm just a heartless bitch. fuck! I just don't know what I'm doing. I'm really questioning if I did the right thing or not. I know this isn't permanent and it was bound to happen sometime but I'm just hurting so much because of my decision. I went numb again and all I can feel is the love I can't openly express to him right now. I love him so much and I want him in my arms but I've pretty much said no. I'm so sorry baby. I love you so much and if this hurts if or when you read it....i'm so sorry. but i had to get out my feelings somehow. You know i love you and will always be there for you. Our ring is never leaving my finger and you're still the thing that keeps me alive. The promise of me getting over this and the thought of being in your arms again is the only reason I was able to get out of bed this morning. I'm sorry baby....we aren't alone....we still have eachother and I miss you more than anything in the world.
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