Well, time to totally go against what i said in the last blog. I could say i'm old enough now but..cmon. lol.
Common cliche' story here. I love a girl and she doesn't seem to understand. She doesn't think we will work out but she says she loves me. Very confusing situation. We get along great (until she starts acting like she doesnt want to talk, i just try to keep acting happy to keep from causing issues) and i finally get the nerve to ask her out and she shoots me down. It wouldn't change anything to "date" so i don't understand. Maybe she's scared and doesn't want it to change. I just love her a lot. I talk to her everyday, in fact she's the first and last everyday. I try to make her feel special and such but, never seems to work. I mean i wait all day to get to talk to her and i text her when i get out of school, and some days i get a text back 5-6 hours later. I don't think she'd text me at all if i didn't send a "hey beautiful, how was your day?" everyday. I understand that maybe she's busy or something, but i honestly do not know the last time she texted me first. I mean i'd move on if she said, hey it won't work out. But as of now there's a chance, and i don't wanna lose that chance. I dont know. I love this girl more then anything. Guess i've got to just wait it out.