isnt today great...ok, so its shit...but theres the NEW MSI ALBUM WHICH JUST MAKES ME WANT TO CUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ok...no it doesnt, but its still amazing...and i recently discovered Pendulum and star wars again, so im feeling pretty elated about myself...however, i am being severly punished for setting off the school fire system, which is going to cost me like £400, which is just fucking rediculous for calling out one single fire truck...and then, i called the fire station to make sure, and it turns out that the school was just trying to rip me off...so i may have to contact the sun newspaper about how the 'best state school in the country is shortchanging students'...make a bit of cash hopefully...
right...it probably seems like im an angry person right now, cos im always complaining, but truely...ive been sat here, working my ass off for the past 6 or 7 hours, and im fucking bored...and tbh...im scared...ive got my final exams in like 4 weeks time, and i have serious doubts as to
a) my abilities in subjects b)whether ill get into my uni i want c)whether there is much point studying, to work in a world where people get richer and richer through less legitimate means, and then the dispersal of the money is becoming far more concentrated upon the people who already have money.
so i guess the above covers a lot, but its what ive been thinking about, like now...
right...im well pissed off at the moment...im a self proclaimed fan of Russell Brand...yet some 'silly goose' deemed his opinion to be reason enough to close a thread asking peoples opinion on the man. Now, im no lawyer, but this seems to be an empeachment upon my freedom of speech...and that pisses me off...
its like nearly 1 in the morning now, and ive been revising for my fucking IB exams, and im completely tranced out...and to make matters worse, my roommate is playing some of the most appauling shit ive ever heard. i can appreciate that some rap had musical value, but some of it just pisses me off...who gives a shit how many people some guy from a middle class background is claiming to have shot, or how many times he's been shot, or how big his fucking dick is...who honestly could give a toss...well, im completely fucked right now, and i feel like crawling into bed...lots of pent up anger slightly vented...just sleep it off...
i wasted a whole day of not revising, in order to play...just if i fuck up my exams, hopefully my skills will be able to pay for some foods, or i'll have to busk somewhere in london, where there are a profound number of guitarists who are supposedly homeless or poor, yet they have nicer more expensive guitars than moi...i think its a sort of hobo conspiracy against unwilling tourists, and commuters. I think either i should be against it, or i should jump on the band wagon, and join them...
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