well i just came back from mayhem fest wednesday and came back from another one yesterday. so i decided to make a list ov all the bands that ive seen live and well here it goes. ive seen Def Lepperd,Cheap Trick,Poison,Behemoth,Ozzy Osbourne, Lamb of God, Static-X, Lordi, Black Tide,Hatebreed, Behemoth, Nick Oliveri and the Mondo Generator,Devil Driver,Nile, Ankla, The Showdown, 3 Inches of Blood, DÅÅTH, In This Moment, Chthonic, Circus Diablo,Slayer,Marilyn Manson,Bullet for my valentine,Killswitch Engage,Trivium,All That Remains,GodForbid,Cannibal Corpse,Job for a cowboy,WhiteChapel,and The Black Dahlia Murder.so yeah thats all the bands that ive seen so far since 8/13/09 keep on rocking
before you begin to judge me on what i believe in judge me by my actions not my beliefs which are always good and helpfull.the following facts are tru and show what i believe in. The character "Jesus Christ"
is fictitious and was stolen from some 18+ Pagan legends of a God
hanging from a tree, such as Odin, then being resurrected, and is
another description of the alchemical operation of transforming the
soul- death and then resurrection. The nazarene is and has never been anything more than a tool to
remove all true spiritual knowledge and disarm the populace of their
spiritual powers. Humanity has paid to the tune of trillions upon
trillions of dollars, and with sickness, misery, and suffering due to
the removal of this knowledge. Spiritual knowledge was systematically
destroyed, twisted, and corrupted to SPIRITUALLY AND FINANCIALLY
ENSLAVE US ALL. By force-feeding the populace that the Nazarene is a
real entity, those at the top have maintained control and have reaped
untold wealth and power.
Satanism preceded Christianity by thousands of years and is based upon
total transformation of the soul. Christians are deluded into
"accepting Jesus Christ" and "living saved" which is all false.
Everything in the Christian religion is false and we prove this beyond
all doubts. The Christian "saved" hoax is based upon stolen and
corrupted knowledge of alchemy, where one truly works spiritually to
transform one's soul into godhead.
Many Traditional Satanists
worship Satan/Lucifer. Some acknowledge him as a friend and do not
worship. We respect individuality and personal choices. One's
relationship with Satan/Lucifer is up to the individual, as Satanism
values free thought and individuality.
Satan is the bringer of
knowledge. The goal of Spiritual Satanism is to apply this knowledge
and transform our souls into godhead, as was originally intended by our
Creator God Satan.
Unlike most religions, Spiritual
Satanism encourages one to question everything. Being one's personal
best and exceeding limitations are the essence of Spiritual Satanism
and this begins with using one's brains to their maximum potential. Spiritual
Satanism does not in any way conflict with science. We strongly
encourage and support all scientific knowledge and enquiry. We are well
aware humanity is dangerously behind in scientific knowledge and
understanding due to centuries of oppression by Christianity. We
believe that all spiritual and paranormal phenomena can be
scientifically explained in a rational manner; scientific knowledge has
not yet progressed far enough to comprehend or explain much of the
There are no mediators in
Spiritual Satanism. We strongly encourage our people to interact one on
one with Satan. The ministry is here for guidance and support only.
One's relationship with Satan is between that individual and Satan. We
take the stance of "responsibility to the responsible." We place no
limitations on knowledge or personal power and do everything we can to
make all knowledge available to EVERYONE- not just a select few who are
a self-appointed "elite" as with other religions. Satan encourages
self-study, learning, direct experience.
Most Spiritual Satanists make a
commitment to Satan. The commitment is very important because Satan
protects us as we work to advance our powers. Those who go it alone or
without any spiritual protection often meet with disaster. Once one
makes a commitment, Demons often guide us and work with us to help us
advance. Unlike right hand path religions, Spiritual Satanism
encourages action. Satan wants his people to live life to the fullest
and to evolve.
Satan is always there for us,
but as we progress, he expects us to handle things, as we are able to,
for ourselves, using our own powers. Christianity and its cohorts
deliberately make cripples out of people. Christians forever rave about
how their Nazarene has healed people. These people remain as slaves
because they are never taught how to, nor are they required to heal
themselves or others. The Nazarene archetype stands for slavery,
servitude, and enduring endless abuse in order to program humanity to
be the perfect slaves in a new world order. The Nazarene places total
emphasis on the "afterlife" in order to create the mindset that the
life we are now living does not matter. This frame of mind is essential
for enduring all kinds of abuse for the benefit of a few. "It has served us well, this myth of Christ" -Pope Leo X (1475-1521)
for the so-called "miracles" connected with Christianity, any healings
have been very few and far in-between. These are also based upon
allegories related to transforming one's soul. Any human being with
spiritual knowledge and power can accomplish all of the feats
attributed to the nazarene in the bible, and more. Most Christians are
unaware that they are dealing with nefarious aliens (enemy Nordics also
known as "angels" and greys), who put up a show every now and then to
give credibility to the lie. With the New Age practitioners, many call
upon angels for assistance and learn nothing. The same theme of human
ignorance and powerlessness prevails. Satan/Lucifer is the True Creator
God of, and the great liberator of humanity. He does not fear humans
having spiritual power and knowledge because he is truthful and has
nothing to hide.
Satan gives us the knowledge to
become independent and free. He directs us to be masters of our own
lives and destinies. Satan and his Demons are always there to help us
when there are things we cannot yet handle.
Satan keeps his promises; he is
consistent and loving with his own. Satan stands for freedom, strength,
power, and justice. Satan shows us it is NOT OK for us to take abuse.
He shows us that we are deserving of pleasure, happiness and a better
ugh i feel horrible seriously im feel ing the worstest i ve ever felt i havent slept in 2 days , im worried sick about something and i have a bad feeling bout something but to tell you the truth its more than a feeling its more like a premonition a horrible one its more like intuition no wait its more than that it feels like i know the future for sure about this but cant do nothing about it im worried to the point where im shaking while typing this . i just feel horrible i just cant shake this feeling off its to much t obare its fucking insane and thats what im turning to very fucking soon if i dont do nothing to stop it oh fuck how i wish i didnt feel like this its trully undescribable its like some one tells you that the plane that your bud is boarding tomarrow is going to get lost in the ocen , and the person has proof and everything , and you even feel like its true . im just messed up rite now no sleep and im trhowing a party in less than 12 hours. i cant even close my eyes its unbearable just having this damn feeling that i cant shake off .well its more than a feeling i promise wow im seriously going insane over this damn thing.ill stop right here because i just dont know how to describe this damn feeling oh by the way if you read this im sorry for the mistakes and ggramatical errors im just fucking going insane rite now shaking violently worried out of my damned mind fuck my damn self and shit like that i dont mean to be my own defeatist but god damn i just cant help this shit some body just might as well bring in the guys in the white siuts and put me in a straight jacket and take me off seriously i feel like shit im worried shitless and my nerves are fucking shocked right now and my mind just cant stop thinking horrible shit oh well im off to see wat i can do to past my time ass i slowly deteriorate from the inside out ALRITE UTS SIX IN THE MORN IM FUCKED SOME BODY PLAESE HELP ME SERIOUSLY oh and my ipod fuckin died also alrite its official i cant sleep and im not tired so somrbody help me rite now i have all day literally
wow thats all i can say about life , it a funny thing it can be fun,boring,sad,stressful,and many other things to me life can be a bitch sometimes but its always better if you have somone by your side to support you and encourage you like your girlfriend or your bestfriend. life in general formost people is a bitch and very hard especially during these times . but aslong as my girl is there with me i can take it head on with full brutal force
well today sucks my day is goiing to hell faster than me dickslapping god in the fuckin face my girlfriend is a unique person i love her but sometimes shes a bitch, sometimes i feel like shes a money hungry little monkey but i still love her , some times i feel like a fool guess who the bitch and the ....... is ? then again she tells me she loves me but doesnt show it i try to believe her but actions speak louder than words and shes not showing any thing she tells me im on bitch dependancy but im just trying to fucking love her trying to break her trying to see if she will actually show any emotion or any thing i barely get to see her but hey i guess the wait provides anticipation towards saturday i fucking love this hoe but shes not showing any thing its fucking with my head making me think of stuff that i dont want to. btw im a very negative thinking person.i dont know what to do every time i tell her i that i love her she seems a bit reluctant to say it i also noticed that she never tells me that she loves me on her own i always have to tell her so that she can say it back. goddamn this beatifull girl that i love why cant she show any fucking emotion im not telling her to jump off a bridge or anything just to show a little love thats all . i mean comon i give her everything or at least try to. sure i aint rich but hey i love this girl im so goddamn dicontent rite now i would give her a miliion dolors if i had them i love this woman so much but im confused it makes wonder why the fuck am i that messed up in the head somebody please shoot me or make her show some emotion cause it feels like im going out with a doll that just does stuff with me. i mean comon im not bitch dependant all i want is her to tell me that she loves me without being forced to or me saying it first well im done ranting