Hey guys, I apologize for not being on in a while, been kinda busy. I just saw a commercial, for a medicine, I won't state the name but it sounds a lot like Feramyst. And one of the side effects was cataracts, which causes you to go blind. Would you rather have a stuffy nose or not be able to see?
Okay, so I was listening to a Blink 182 song right, and if you listen to their last song "Not Now" around the 10 second mark you can hear a voice say "Blink, we miss you......" Awesome, sad, scary.
Okay, well, most of your probably have read about this girl Jacquelyn, whom I've known for two years, who claims not to hate me, but most people just confess that they do. Anyways whenever I try to talk to her, she seems to ignore me, and the odd part is I'm one of the loudest people in class and she tlls me the only reason she doesn't talk is because I mumble. The real flaming stake to the heart is, I love her. This she may or may not know. I hope she does. And if she doesn't want to talk to me she could at least say it. I hate sitting there basically talking to air. Like for instance, today she walked right in front of me, I don't remember what I was going to ask her. But is called her and she walked away and started talking to someone else. I mean I said it pretty loud too. And like when I do talk to her she gets up and walks away. So I sit there, thinking I lost the greatest thing I ever had, when I never had it in the first place.....And to make matters worse, stupid ass Jaspar draws her a picture of "me" jumping off a cliff with an arrow poiting to me labled "Me without you" and gave it to her saying it was me. So no she thinks I'm a fucking good for nothing suicidal wannabe guitarist. I mean if you saw her, you know what I mean, but if you talk to her, you know what I want, the inner her, but she chooses not even to share small talk such as our parents and families and siblings. And when she talks and stays I get one or two word responses. And it hurts. If she felt what I felt, her heart would explode from the rush of new emotions. All winter break the only thing I could think about was her, and when I get back she won't talk, suddenly I find myself wanting to fall off a cliff. Every day of my waking life is filled with thoughts of her. Then my dreams are worse, when she wants to talk only my words don't come out. And if she got into drugs i don't know what I'd do. Solitary's just a reason to die.
Soooo another year gone by. Britney fell. We lost Anna Nicole Smith, James Brown. My baby cousin was born. We celebrate my gramma's birthday. So other than that, this year was uneventful. I we launched near a hundred bottle rockets in like five minutes. We almost got the cops called on us. So happy new years punks! See ya when ev.
Okay, so I was goofing around right?, and I got to thinking, "NJ has their own tuning, so why can't I?" I of course, will not relase it to the public 'caus it's MINE!!!!!!!!
Okay, so, I wanna get an Epiphone les paul custom, put A dirty fingers in the rear positon(Bridge?). Then a Strat, either white, silver, black, sparkly green or John mayer special. and do the same with the dirty fingers, and maybe use the humbucker from the les paul, and put that in too. Cool huh?
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