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MUSIC copyright JASONGGABBOTT 2010

Blast me with your lazerbeam
and to the moon I'll sleep and dream
till I see your face
you are my space Queen.

Take my life and turn me green
Blow my life to smithereens
without you emptiness remains
you are my space Queen.

Show me, prove me wrong
keep me from singing this song
I can't fly to you quickly enough
you are my everything.

I stare off into space
envision your darling face
with your presence, me will you grace?
you are an ice Queen.

Cold like the evil twin of the sun
sucking life with no remorse
I can't let you get up and run
letting nature take its course

So
Blast me with your lazerbeam
and to the moon I'll sleep and dream
till I see your face
you are my space Queen.

Take my life and turn me green
Blow my life to smithereens
without you emptiness remains
you are my space Queen.

yeah.

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MUSIC copyright JASONGGABBOTT 2010

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stronger

I'm stronger... (stronger)
than I use to be

I'm weaker now
than I will be
I sit here alone
thinking of you and me
I sit here alone because of ME
(freewill,freewill (free)thinking)

I sit here alone because of me
lights flickering on the screen

it means a lot to me (stronger today than yesterday)
what about the things I see
can they truly change me
why do I care
why do I stay
always FUCKED up SMALL things
it's me sitting here
thinking of you and her and him

it's me growing stronger (stronger, stronger,stronger)
it's me changing myself
it's me who loves you all
it's me who wants it all
it's changing for me
the power I can see

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THE gas chamber of my mind

Have you ever been beat down by COPS
tied up and taped
FOR your smart a$$ ways
locked up for days
tears in your eyes
not from sadness, from mace

giving shout outs to INVISIBLE cameras
LIGHTS, CAMERA, ACTION
screaming through the vents
OLD punk ROCK songs
DEAD MILKMEN
d e a d m i l k m e n

to be beat with YOUR own boots
HIDING from the MASTERBATING murderer
LOCKED up in the GAS CHAMBER of MY m i n d

SWASTIKAS on the BENCH
small window to the next
seeing family tortured
DaNcInG with BLANKETS

as the S M O K E looms
NEAR their d o o m s

(released from hell, opening the cell, "DON'T come back, UNLESS
YOU have a gun S O N")

COPYRIGHT 2009 JASONGGABBOTT

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A memory of a DREAM never LIVED.

"can you take it?"
music & lyrics copyright 2011 cJASONGGABBOTT

this is as alive as I get
as I get
as I get
with my guitar alone I sit
playing with my mind
playing with my mind and soul
a dream turns to memory
a dream never lived
a dream turned to agony
not present to see
what can be
what can be is
a dream turned to a nightmare
your thoughts are real
but you
you are not
you're lost in the past
in thought
your ego has taken you away
can you feel
can you still hear me
here I am
this is as alive as I get
with my guitar alone I sit
playing with my mind
playing with my mind and soul
a dream turned to memory
a dream turned to memory
a dream never lived
a dream turned to agony
not present to see what can be is
a dream turned to a nightmare
you think you are real but you're not
you're lost in the past
in thought
in thought
your ego took you away
are you still here
a dream turned to agony

"can you take it?"
music & lyrics copyright 2011 cJASONGGABBOTT

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USIC & LYRICS JASONGGABBOTT copyright 2010
"eL eSDe"

It is terrifying to be chemically paralyzed

The devil has been riding with me
so long I can't see
engine grinds so hard I can't hear
arms so tired I can't steer
I thought I had NO fear

started on this road alone
can't remember when he appeared
MOST have picked him up around SLOAN
HE said my soul was on loan
stop thinking it is MY own

I didn't see those road signs before
I got in this car and closed the door
trying to get away from that whore

I thought I saw ANGEL on the side of the road
TOO late to stop
OF course THERE is a COP
SHIFTING into third gear alright
fourth gear out of sight

SIMI up ahead
OH HELL I think I am D E A D

the devil has been riding with me


MUSIC & LYRICS JASONGGABBOTT copyright 2010
"eL eSDe"

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lyrics copyright 2009 JASONGGABBOTT

"sun&moon&salmon&m e"

I just want to know one thing
I just want to b with u
You make me feel loved
in this place with u
I just want to know one thing

why why do you love a CREEP like me
WHY would you ever want to b with me
please open MY eyes
I need to see

Why r u with me
I am no good
never have been
so why would u
b with me

I just want to know
why are u so BOLD
and why I'm so COLD
why after I make u cry
do you make me feel L O V E D

I'M with U

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lyrics copyright 2009 JASONGGABBOTT

"sun&moon&salmon&m e"

I just want to know one thing
I just want to b with u
You make me feel loved
in this place with u
I just want to know one thing

why why do you love a CREEP like me
WHY would you ever want to b with me
please open MY eyes
I need to see

Why r u with me
I am no good
never have been
so why would u
b with me

I just want to know
why are u so BOLD
and why I'm so COLD
why after I make u cry
do you make me feel L O V E D

I'M with U

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We are the holders of the art, use it well

Done enough damage to my body
done enough to my soul
done enough damage to everybody
everyone I know

Blood now running cold
everything owned now sold (owned is LOVED (mistake) in vocals)
everything loved now old
endless happiness I wish
what than is my gift

to tell the journey
to teach someone else
still living, never stop
'till all gone
every drop

every drop, every drop
all leads to this, all leads to now
the only place we exist
this is my vow, to stop hurting
you, me everyone
to start living
to start seeing
to stop hurting

Don't give up on me
we can still swim the sea
the sea, the sea
of tranquility

THIS IS NOT PARTY MUSIC
THIS IS NOT PARTY MUSIC

DREAMS await us all
enjoy the day
don't go away
stay, stay
black and grey, go away
stay today stay today

we forget the hunger of youth
the insatiable yearning for knowledge
then we D I E


DONE enough damage to my body
DONE enough damage to my soul
DONE enough damage to everybody
everyone I've known

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THE gas chamber of my mind

Have you ever been beat down by COPS
tied up and taped
FOR your smart a$$ ways
locked up for days
tears in your eyes
not from sadness, from mace

giving shout outs to INVISIBLE cameras
LIGHTS, CAMERA, ACTION
screaming through the vents
OLD punk ROCK songs
DEAD MILKMEN
d e a d m i l k m e n

to be beat with YOUR own boots
HIDING from the MASTERBATING murderer
LOCKED up in the GAS CHAMBER of MY m i n d

SWASTIKAS on the BENCH
small window to the next
seeing family tortured
DaNcInG with BLANKETS

as the S M O K E looms
NEAR their d o o m s

(released from hell, opening the cell, "DON'T come back, UNLESS
YOU have a gun S O N")

copyright JASONGGABBOTT 2009
"GAS CHAMBER"

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MUSIC & LYRICS
JASONGGABBOTT
COPYRIGHT 2010

"HOTT sonic destination"

I sit here and think
I'm on the brink
of a new sonic destination
I'm on the brink
a new sonic destination

AS I sit here and THINK
as I sit here and THINK

I'm on the brink
of a new sonic destination
all those I hurt in the past
will be repayed
with my blood, sweat and tears

I'm on the brink
a new sonic destination
out of sight
out of mind

coming straight from hell
a NEW sonic destination
as I sit here and T H I N K

I'm on the brink
a new sonic destination

this thing is going to take us REAL far
I'm on the brink
a new sonic destination

as I sit here and THINK
as I sit here and t h i n k
I'M on the brink
a new sonic destination

are YOU taking a RIDE with ME?
just WAIT and SEE!
a new sonic destination

as I sit here an T H I N K
I'm on the brink
new sonic destination

MUSIC & LYRICS
JASONGGABBOTT
COPYRIGHT 2010

"HOTT sonic destination"

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"racing 2 die" copyright 2010 c JASONGGABBOTT

awakening from suicide

awakening from the other side

legs don't work

eyes shut

I've seen the other side

be ready

be ready

no place to HIDE

your thoughts and memories WILL be theirs

who have you harmed all these years

who have you HARMED

AWAKENING

lay my head down 4 the last time

possessed by ANGER

possessed by ANGER

encased in rage

is this my roll

control, control control

let it GO

BREATHE

b r e a t h e

the RIDE

the ride IS in YOUR MIND

the light surrounds me

the dark exists

awakening from SUICIDE

legs don't work

eyes shut

I've seen the other side

BE READY

NO place 2 HIDE

Your thoughts and memories will be theirs

who have you HARMED all these years

laying my head down 4THE LAST TIME

AWAKENING

"racing 2 die" copyright 2010 c JASONGGABBOTT

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Durdle Dor is a big rock (it used to be part of the cliff edge before it broke off) in the sea near where I live, which the sea has worn a hole through making it an arch. I always wondered what was through it....


I sail the freedoms far from shore
trying to escape this deadly sin
I come across the durdle dor
set my trim for the light within
seen through that rocky door

the screaming of a banshee
a hundred amorphous shapes
I look behind me to the shore
my life an unseen videotape
heading for the sea floor

colours flying everywhere
my head is in a spin
I wonder if I should return
go back and pull the firing pin
my destiny a funeral urn

but no this game is solitaire
the real worlds started to wear thin
I throw away earthly concern
and go where no one else has been
from where I can't return

I pass the door, my world expands
its castles in the air
nobody can understand
no more despair, I'm unaware
the no mans land frequency band

I wont return beyond the dor
escape by sleight of hand
the real world is to me no more
good bye my friends please understand
a higher plain through the back door

copyright ZHILLA 2009

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b4 it all
b4 that day
b4 that night
when she was still
she was still in sight
she was my light
she couldn't help but
make me feel
make me feel right

b4 it all
we couldn't get enough
everything day and night
I liked the hard
she liked the soft
in search
we would spend our time
in the dark
in the light
looking for water or fire
what we desire
anything to get
us higher

I turned her onto this addiction
our relationship an affliction
looking for our religion
she took it too far
like a speeding car
destined to crash
went out alone
to quench her thirst

no more happiness
she took a wrong turn
this I learned
she overdosed on her pleasure
fate had to test her
I had to pull the plug
on my love

copyright 2009
JASONGGABBOTT

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"CANCERstick"
JASONGGABBOTT

AT 38 I still have NO clue
JUST GETTING BETTER
AT LETTING GO
the IMAGES seen over TIME
RefleCT at night in my MIND
I HAVE OBTAINED
absolutely
N O T H I N G
just getting better at letting go
the ability to S T O P time
frightens MY mind from time to time
used to use cocaine line after line
tempting D E A T H to see the light
the K E Y was to s t o p time in time
every chemical in my brain
slowed to a halt
no
l o n g e r
in C O N T R O L though they
still patrol
let themselves in with ANGER
j u s t getting better
at letting go

Copyright 2009 JASONGGABBOTT

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wake up
wake up

the ear of the beholder
we are much older

wake
up
shake up
all that we know
if you know SHOW
time to realize
YOU are not alone

watching a firefly
BLINK its way into heaven

wake up
we are not alone
we are not alone
shake up
all we know
the ear of the beholder

we are much older
than they tell us
we are self aware
they are jealous

time to realize

YOU are not alone
wake up
wake up
the year of the beholder
watching a firefly
blink its way
into heaven

wake up
all that we know
if you know

watching a firefly
blink its way into heaven

the ear of the beholder

we are older

we are SELF aware
we are older
the ear of the beholder

time to realize
YOU ARE NOT ALONE

the year of the beholder
all that we know
time to realize
you are not alone

watching a firefly
blink its way into
HEAVEN

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I got to tell you all, THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT and a special shot out to MY CREATIVE FRIEND KR46!
There is two VOCAL versions on the way! Same lyrics just
a bit different, let me know which one you like best.

keep turning that dial

it will be a while

looking for a killer riff

that you can jam out with

don't waste your time

it has nothing to give



KILL YOUR RADIO



how do you kill

what is already dead

a zombie in your head

STOP PAYING ATTENTION

to what they are selling



KILL YOUR RADIO AND SMILE



we use to be able to find satisfaction

left of the dial

no longer worth while

want something special and new

something beautiful

for you and me

CALLED U G!



KILL YOUR RADIO AND SMILE



playing the SAME song

over and over

that's whats wrong

B R A I N W A S H I N G

C R E A T I V I T Y KILLING

M A C H I N E

machine

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I got to tell you all, THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT and a special shot out to MY CREATIVE FRIEND KR46!
There is two VOCAL versions on the way! Same lyrics just
a bit different, let me know which one you like best.

keep turning that dial

it will be a while

looking for a killer riff

that you can jam out with

don't waste your time

it has nothing to give



KILL YOUR RADIO



how do you kill

what is already dead

a zombie in your head

STOP PAYING ATTENTION

to what they are selling



KILL YOUR RADIO AND SMILE



we use to be able to find satisfaction

left of the dial

no longer worth while

want something special and new

something beautiful

for you and me

CALLED U G!



KILL YOUR RADIO AND SMILE



playing the SAME song

over and over

that's whats wrong

B R A I N W A S H I N G

C R E A T I V I T Y KILLING

M A C H I N E

machine

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"ROCK BALLS (hard to live with)"
COPYRIGHT 2009 JASONGGABBOTT

I forget sometimes I have a disease
I don't set out to make life unbearable
I'm sorry I made you say please
hard to live with, hard to live without

I forget my disease sometimes
I wish we could sail the seas, sublime
without the anger, could we live
We have so much to give

She does everything she can
I do nothing
I forget I have a disease

In my mind lives the enemy
She sees what no one else sees
in me
the enemy
in me
the enemy

(WE WILL MAKE IT THROUGH, I CARE! WE WILL GO BEYOND,
I'M HERE)

copyright 2009 JASONGGABBOTT

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she comes from the depths of hell
death is all she has to sell
I invited her into this place
this is my own disgrace
promises of LOVE and JOY

tied up, never loose
this is what I had to choose
dying a slow death
her NAME is METH
up for weeks, killing my soul
I though that was my roll

NOW I have my GUITAR
I can see far
I know now, what you are

death
meth

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Kid Cudi – Day N Nite Lyrics
Day n nite. I toss and turn, I keep stressin’ my mind, mind.
I look for peace, but see I don’t attain.
What I need for keeps this silly game we play, play.
Now look at this.
Madness the magnet keeps attracting me, me.
I try to run, but see I’m not that fast.
I think the first but surely finish last, last.Cause day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He’s all alone through the day n nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite.
Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He’s all alone, some things will never change.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite

Hold the phone.
The lonely stoner missed his solo doe low.
He’s on the move, can’t seem to shake the shake.
Within his dreams he sees the life he made.
Made.
The pain is deep.
A silent sleeper, you won’t hear a peep, peep.
The girl he wants don’t seem to want him too.
It seems the feelings that she had are through.
Through.

Cause day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He’s all alone through the day n nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite.
Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He’s all alone, some things will never change.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite

Slow mo.
When the tempo slows up and creates that new, new.
He seems alive, though he is feelin blue.
The sun is shinin man he’s super cool.
Cool.
The lonely nites, they fade away he slips into his white Nikes.
He smokes a clip and then he’s on the way,
To free his mind in search of…
To free his mind in search of…
To free his mind in search of…

Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He’s all alone through the day n nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite.
Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He’s all alone, some things will never change.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night, ah ah at night.

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Kid Cudi – Day N Nite Lyrics
Day n nite. I toss and turn, I keep stressin’ my mind, mind.
I look for peace, but see I don’t attain.
What I need for keeps this silly game we play, play.
Now look at this.
Madness the magnet keeps attracting me, me.
I try to run, but see I’m not that fast.
I think the first but surely finish last, last.Cause day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He’s all alone through the day n nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite.
Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He’s all alone, some things will never change.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite

Hold the phone.
The lonely stoner missed his solo doe low.
He’s on the move, can’t seem to shake the shake.
Within his dreams he sees the life he made.
Made.
The pain is deep.
A silent sleeper, you won’t hear a peep, peep.
The girl he wants don’t seem to want him too.
It seems the feelings that she had are through.
Through.

Cause day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He’s all alone through the day n nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite.
Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He’s all alone, some things will never change.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite

Slow mo.
When the tempo slows up and creates that new, new.
He seems alive, though he is feelin blue.
The sun is shinin man he’s super cool.
Cool.
The lonely nites, they fade away he slips into his white Nikes.
He smokes a clip and then he’s on the way,
To free his mind in search of…
To free his mind in search of…
To free his mind in search of…

Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He’s all alone through the day n nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite.
Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He’s all alone, some things will never change.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night, ah ah at night.

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"CANCERstick"
JASONGGABBOTT

AT 38 I still have NO clue
JUST GETTING BETTER
AT LETTING GO
the IMAGES seen over TIME
RefleCT at night in my MIND
I HAVE OBTAINED
absolutely
N O T H I N G
just getting better at letting go
the ability to S T O P time
frightens MY mind from time to time
used to use cocaine line after line
tempting D E A T H to see the light
the K E Y was to s t o p time in time
every chemical in my brain
slowed to a halt
no
l o n g e r
in C O N T R O L though they
still patrol
let themselves in with ANGER
j u s t getting better
at letting go

Copyright 2009 JASONGGABBOTT

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INSECTS and INSIGHT
JASONGGABBOTT
copyright 2009

HELLO hello how low HOW low

I've learned
FINALLY, over the years
SLOW DOWN
don't put so much pressure
on the strings
let the puppeteer control
what he MAY

FLOW with the energy
PLAY PLAY PLAY

there is no other DAY
Now nOw noW

FEEL listen BE
close YOUR eyes to see
ALL the same
YOU AND ME
BEE and SEA
A and D

insects and insight
The light IS so bright
love IS out of sight
out of reach
PREACHERS like to PREACH

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We have no future
Heaven wasn't made for me
We burn ourselves to hell
As fast as it can be
And I wish that I
Could be the king
Then I'd know that I am not alone

Maggots put on shirts
Sell each other shit
Sometimes I feel so worthless
Sometimes I feel discarded
I wish that I was good enough
Then I'd know that I am not alone

Death is policeman
Death is a priest
Death is a stereo
Death is T.V
Death is the tarot
Death is an angel and
Death is our God, killing us all

She put the seeds in me
Plant this dying tree
She's a burning string
And I'm just the ashes
She put the seeds in me
Plant this dying tree
She's a burning string
And I'm just the ashes

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DON'T b afraid of the LIGHT
NO need 4 fright
DON'T be sad 4 those left behind
there will be more to find
DON'T hold onto the material
they are only things

LOVE and HAPPINESS bring more, more
most of my life was spent
trying to get used to the fact
I am a l i v e, a l i v e ALIVE
the restraints of this place
confinements of time
the whole human race

ONE gives to ANOTHER

IT is not good to know YOUR destiny

ONE gives to another

With MY GUITAR
I am going to go REAL far
SEE a lot of stars
PLAY in a lot of bars

ONE gives to another

MY life so far, leading up to THIS DAY
motivation please don't go away
SO many tears spilled
over destiny fulfilled

I am here still
'TILL I get MY feel
THIS IS NO drill
THIS is real
THIS IS SO REAL
most of my life was spent
trying to get used to the fact
I AM ALIVE
still alive