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Thursday, October 29, 2009

My life coping with depression

Current mood: depressed

Constant anger
constant respression

my minds been blinded
another depression

i get enembriated
till my pain is eleviated

smoke to my head
force down and swallow

all outta help
no bag no bottle

pack by pack
malignant misfortune

god's marianet
love's abortion

no more pain
i've planned my solution

just sour D
love's substitution

i've become a shadow
god hates me

no love , no fight
no finders fee

i say goodbye
shot by shot

noone cares
god's sick plot

tears roll down
outta sight

i've given up
i've lost this fight

for those who loved me
i love you too

hey there god
just me and you

i'm finally here
why'd life suck

no answer, no love
great, don't give a fuck

i'm sick of hope
send me to hell

here i am
finally dead

pain is gone
no more to tell
2:24 am - 0 comments - 0 Kudos
Monday, June 29, 2009

random writting

live by the time spent reliving bad memories, and the clock's hands will hypnotize you and put you in a trance where nothing but your most deep and depressing memories haunt you. images of false hope linger in your mind and always keep you seeking for a better tomorrow, which always seems as illusive as a four leaf clover of good luck grown in a garden of misfortune and discomfort. one day you will break free of the clock's depressing trance that binds you to the thoughts of self medication and suicidal temptations, and you will relive the freedom beyond the past's repression and truly be free of those false ideas of hope and finally live them.you can rise up and take on whatever you may endure , with a new found sense of confidence and you'll come out victorious. one day the clocks will stop but you'll live on.....you'll be the phoenix rising up from the ashes , becoming a prophet for those who have been through the misfortunes as you
10:58 pm - 1 comments - 2 Kudos