so life pretty much seems to be at its worst right now...but im sure as time passes it will get better...im trying to keep positive and im trying to be the stronger person..and ive been trying to hang out with friends and have a good time but it feels like im painting this false mask of happiness on my face everyday...sounds pathetic i know but theres alot of personal stuffs happening...i wont make you listen to my depressing ramble for much longer lol but i will say sumthin..i really wish my grampa was here...he seemed to have the right answer for every problem...and always knew how to make me smile...i really wish i could see my grandpa one last time..i really wish i could hug him one last time...and i really wish he could be here to say "sweetheart...i love you" i would die to hear his voice again..he was a wonderful person and a very brave man...cheers gramps
[quote u='XAgent10169' d='Dec 13th, 2007 8:41pm']
awwww! i wish i could have the courage like you to say something so deep like that too. so hows it goin cutie?[/quote]What the heck!?!?!? well, uhhhh, nice try, i guess, or whatever.