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Friday, August 12, 2011

There for Tomorrow-The Verge CD Review

I'm going to try to do this, i will pre-warn you that i am very crappy with this. So with a suggestion from my friend, i have decided to give this a go, with read the title. There For Tomorrow is one of my favourite bands, not to mention my intense crush on Maika, the singer/guitarist. And no im not biased,i love all the members of TFT and their music, even before i developed a crush on Maika... tehe.. but still here i go.

So, i dunno how this goes but what can i say about The Verge, which came out on June 28th of this year. (ive been busy for a while) Once i downloaded the album on iTunes (i got the deluxe edition cause i could) i havent been able to get the songs out of my head. This album is completely different than A Little Faster or their earlier stuff (There For Tomorrow EP and before that), and they have taken a different direction of their writing for this one. And how they made the music (the whole band in one room just playing... over and over again until they got it right) was something that most musicians do not do now-a-days. The fact that they chose the first twelve songs that they wrote over a period of a week (it was on the documentory that was included with the deluxe edition along with "Get It (creature version)" which isnt my favourite).

The album opens up with the title track, "The Verge" and goes through a lot of different senses. The album closes with "I'd be Changing If I Were You" and it has some really sweet riffs and a baseline throughout "Hunt Hunt Hunt" that keeps you gripping. Even with the drums it really is some of the coolest music I have heard in a while. I'm not going to lie, for the first time listening to the album i kept in mind that "Hunt Hunt Hunt" (the first single off of the album) would remain my favourite, but lately i cant seem to figure out my ultimate favourite. Each track gives you something new, and there are some that i think arent that strong. But then when you listen to the words that were written it is brilliant.

So, to go down straight to some of my favourites. The first one that comes to mind would really have to be "Blu". From first listen i remember that I fell in love with it, and the lyrics could be taken into account for anything. "Was it you that caught my attention?/Was it youwho showed your face anywhere but here?/I liked to see you go" With that you may think about a former love affair that you were in and thinking of burying it inside the parts of your mind no one really entered.

My other favourite would be "Nowhere BLVD." now in my own opinion I think it always mattered to the listener of how they interpret each song. But with this song, i think Maika's message was that you are ultimately on a road that would lead you to nowhere unless you knew what you wanted in life. Or it could be something completely different. Who knows, it is always up to the listener.

To be honest, you have to just listen to the whole album from the opening lyrics "Was running free but now the road is fading/ Can't believe that it got to this degree" to the ending ones "Yeah I'm watching from a distance/ Your life like pantomime" it captures everything that people will love. Honestly, it is my favourite album by these guys. I hope they keep up the great work.
9:24 pm - 2 comments - 2 Kudos
Wednesday, August 10, 2011


Current mood: content

It's been a while hasnt it? Well, i kinda have a good reason for not being on... Hmmm.. Let's see, a fall out with a friend, trying to hang out with other friends, Cedar Point visit, writting Words Unsaid (finally to chapter 6, chapter five is about 40 pages long.. yeah), reading the Harry Potter book series in a week (haha didnt work, im on the seventh one, but hey, cant read all the time), shutting out other people,getting my hair done (its short-ish now), andupdating my crush list about twice... Etc, etc, etc...

I just realized i dont have a life... Oh well..
May be that is just why i wouldnt want to blog, i wouldnt have anything to blog.. well except for the fact that the new BVB and There for Tomorrow albums came out this summer (like two months ago) and i cant stop listening to some of the songs.. maybe i should do something with those for the next blog, if i decide to do one.

Truthfully, I've started thinking that no one ever reads these lately.. Am i babbling a little too much? or is that im just creepy and stuffs?

But anyways, I'm going to steal an idea from em!ly (sorry love) and it is how we looked when we started u-g until now, but im going to add a lot of things in between.
so here is me when i started out, a simple, sweet, suicidal young thirteen year old blond girl:
(with Taylor in the back ground)

Heres when i actually started to use u-g. back hair, still a little on the edge and a lot of other things:
i didnt have as much boobs then either... :/

Fast forward about two years and a few months, when i wanted to go back blond (there are a couple of these xD):

And now completely blond, turning 17 in two months, and about to start my last year of High School :D :

(yes i am wearing a shirt.... you just cant see it... tehe xD)

So, thats it.. a little picture journey and me ranting about how i have no life.... :/ i think i look a tiny bit better now but i still hate the way i look.
Oh, one more thing, i took my senior pics last week, hopefully that turned out well...

4:14 pm - 2 comments - 2 Kudos
Monday, March 07, 2011

New song!

Current mood: crappy

for real a new song
its called "If I Could Change" (tell me what cha think?)

I hate this feeling,

I need a cure.

For once in my life, I’m dreaming.

But this can’t be pure,

Can it? I was once just breathing,

Now I can’t even stand the sight

Of you. I just cant continue beating

Up my heart, just to see your light.

If I could change the way this goes,

Before anyone else does.


If I could change the time around,

Things would have probably been different.

Maybe I could keep my feet on the ground,

Things would not be less efficient.

For once I could may be stop believing

That I could try to stop all of this

Maybe I should stop this dreaming

I could be more than this

And if I could change my heart I would.

And if I could change my heart I would.

Things have been getting into the change.

Everything to rearrange my heart.

Will I fight this memory for the change,

Or hold it close to my beating heart?

I think you already know the answer,

This is your problem now.

Don’t come back from your place of danger.

Just take a well earned bow.

You don’t deserve anything,

But for you to be a pity thing.


You’re going to crash and burn.

Too bad that you already have.

I’m going to watch you turn.

To be the one that you have known.

Go on and show the flames

Inside your body,

Grasping your blames.

Inside your body.

Making their way inside and out

I wish that you could just be straight (With me)


I’m done dreaming,

I’m done wishing,

My heart can’t take this anymore

I hope that you burn so much more

Take your faith and disappear to death.

Be afraid of who I will become.

10:18 pm - 1 comments - 2 Kudos
Friday, February 25, 2011

and let the sun rain down on me

Current mood: creative

Hey guys,sorry it has been a while since me last post and this is just one brief thing to let you know that im still alive (if you read these) and so with the MME next week i really do not have the time to tell you how stressed out i am about it.. but ehhh.

Im a whovian and proud of it. Guess who might be getting three doctor who posters--- MOI.

this is really short, imma do pics of some of the random/cutest things around my room in a blog this year, and the next one i guess will be my favourite youtubers... if you want to know who i watch, then look for that.

Well i better get to putting together my german fairy tale, featuring doctor who cast :D
11:34 pm - 0 comments - 0 Kudos
Friday, January 07, 2011

I find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad.

Current mood: bouncy

Happy Belated New Years everyone!

Any new years resolutions? I have one and that is to finish writing what i have of Words Unsaid then reread and rewrite it. Hopefully soon ill be able to publish it? Or maybe ill wait til after going to college and then do it.. i kinda have a bad feeling about it though.

But a good new years resolution right?

Anyways, i did ahmazing makeup for new years here it is:

What do you think of it? Like it? This was taken on the first day back to school from the holidays so it isnt as well as it had been on news year eve :D

Talk to you soon
2:47 am - 0 comments - 0 Kudos
Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Snow Day!

Current mood: envious

Hey guys, sorry i havent written a blog in nearly a month-ish.. ive been pretty busy. this is the last week of school before christmas vacation (for me) and i guess i must say that im not even having a christmas this year. Not with my mum's surgery and alll so there isnt any money to have one so i guess ill be trying to ignore some scumbag and have fun that way, besides when the new year approaches, im going to make some changes. Be afraid

Happy holidays
Haylee :D
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Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Hurricanes and Suns-Tokio Hotel Review

Current mood: disappointed

Iknow thatI am not a song critic andI know thatI wont know a damn thing about that stuff. But as a fan of tokio hotelI must say whenI heard their new single "Hurricanes and Suns" from their new album Best of Tokio HotelI will admit thatI am utterly disappointed. And for many reasons. This is whyI think I've stopped being a hardcore fan and that is the boys of Tokio Hotel have sold themselves out. Yes,I completely understand that they are trying to re-event themselves, but seriously, they did not need to go the direction of pop music using synthezisers to Bill's voice as well as for some of the instruments. I utterly love these boys to death butI don't see what was wrong with Bill's just singing with the guitar, bass, and drums? Where has the world come to? HonestlyI love the lyrics (having to find a lyric video causeI couldnt hear Bill over the syntheziser) butI dont think that the music went with the words. The words are beautiful, and ifI keep listening to this song it will be just for the words. But where the hell did a Halo come from in the song? I don't know, I just can't believe that they would rely on this stuff. I just want the old Tokio Hotel back.

11:49 pm - 1 comments - 0 Kudos
Sunday, November 14, 2010

Eating Plastic Surgery

Current mood: crappy


Has anyone heard from Emily?
Has they?
I really need to talk to her (oh and emily if you decide to get on i need you to message me and yeah)
Ummm... it is really important and im sorry about me getting mad at you the last time we talked. So emily please message me. it could be on here or facebook (i prefer facebook so i can reply when im watching doctor who)

Anything else?
OH yeah!
"Shut up and let me see your jazz hands"

If you go through my pictures you notice that i usually use llines from songs. So here you go:

For anyone who wants to play you have to go and comment on my pictures with song lyrics and guess what song it is... DO NOT LOOK IT UP! And the person who gets the most will get something im not sure yet of what it is (suggestions?) but yeah i dont know if you guys will actually do it. but yeah.

ill see you guys soon.

p.s. (You can also go through my blogs and guess song titles but if you do that take the link and comment on this blog so i will know to check it)
p.s.s. if you do do this, good luck!
9:42 pm - 2 comments - 2 Kudos
Thursday, November 11, 2010

100 Truths

Current mood: ditzy

perfect title today, now i know ive done many of these before but it wasnt 100 it was like 50 and i feel like torturing you all *evil laugh* but i think it will give people some insight of me incase they don't really know me. now i found this one on one of my friends face-e-books

1. Real name:Haylee Wills
2. Nickname: Don't have one
3. Zodiac Sign: Libra
4. Male or female: Female

5. Elementary School: Rawsonville and Edgemont
6. High School: Belleville High School
7. College: havent decided if im going

8. Hair color: Blond with some random brown
9. tall or short: in between
11. Sweats or Jeans: jeans
12. Phone or Camera: phone
13. Health freak: nope
14. Orange or Apple: Apple
15. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes and they dont like me back
16. Eat or Drink: Both
17. Piercings: Ears
18. Pepsi or Coke: both

19. Been in an airplane: no
20. Been in a relationship:yeahs
21. Been in a car accident: yes
22. Been in a fist fight: nope
23. First piercing: My ears
24. First best friend: Kathrine
25. First award: In second grade an award from the school boarddistrict for being a great student :D
26. First crush: one of the backstreet boys
27. First word: No idea.

29. Last person you talked to in person: Potato!
30. Last person you texted: Emily M.
31. Last person you watched a movie with: Taylor and her sister
32. Last food you ate: Pizza
33. Last movie you watched: It was called behind the wall or something like that, itwas one of thosecrappy movies from on demand
34. Last song you listened to: F**k- BMTH!
35. Last thing you bought: ooooooooo.. two books and a poster
36. Last person you hugged: Potato :D

37. Food: undecided
38. Drinks: water
39. Bottoms: my plaid pj shorts :D
40. Flower: dunno, dont care
41. Animal: Lynx
42. Colors: the rainbow and counting black :D
43. Movies:Tooo many toname
44. Subjects: History

(Put an X in the brackets if yes)
45. [X] in love with someone.
46. [X] celebrated Halloween.
47. [X] had your heart broken...
48. [unlimited] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.
49. [] had someone question my sexual orientation.
51. [] Lost a friend
52. [X] had surgery
53. [X] did something I regret.
54. [X] broke a promise.
55. [X] hid a secret.
56. [X] pretended to be happy.
57. [X] met someone who changed your life.
58. [X] pretended to be sick.
59. [] left the country.
60. [] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
61. [] cried over the silliest thing.
62. [X] ran a mile.
63. [] went to the beach with one of your bestfriends.
64. [X] got into an argument with your friends.
65. [X] hated someone.
66. [X] stayed single for 2 years.

67. Eating: nothing
68. Drinking: wasser!
69. Listening: to music: Dog Days are Over- Florence and the Machine
70. Sitting/Laying: sitting
71. Plans for today: math homework and reading
72. Waiting for: my lazy arse to move

73. Want kids? yep..
74. Want to get married? yep, but i doubt itll happen
75. Career: undecided

76. Lips or eyes: I tend to look at eyes first, but all in all they are both important
77. Shorter or taller: Taller!
78. Romantic or spontaneous: both
79. Nice stomach or nice arms: doesnt matter
81. Hook-up or relationship: RELATIONSHIP!
82. Looks or personality: both.

83. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope.
84. Snuck out of a house:no....
85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: maybe
86. Killed somebody: nope
87. Broken someone's heart: i hope to hell i did
88. Been in love: yes and he was a prat.
89. Cried when someone died:yes

90. Yourself: no
91. Miracles: yep
92. Love at first sight: yes and no
93. Heaven: no
94. Santa Claus: thats for little kids
95. Sex on the first date: NO!
96. Kiss on the first date: maybe

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: yes.. but he doesnt care.
98. Do you know who your real friends are?: most of the time, yeah
99. Do you believe in God?: Truthfully, no.. I dont know really
100. Post as 100 truths?: uhhh isnt that why im typing this?
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Saturday, November 06, 2010

Who the hell am i kidding?

Current mood: geeky

New song today! It's not that great in my opinion but i feel like if i continue to drag you guys out, youll kill me... Which you probably have anyway in you mind.
But here it is.. tips to make it better would be great! :D
It's called (right now) Don't Take My Heart:

Please god take my heart,
Take my heart.
What do i deserve?
How am i supposed to know?
Daily, I think that i shouldve never bothered to trust you.
Take my heart, take my heart.

This is soemthing that i promised myself,
To show the world exactly who i am
Im sure that you wouldve loved it.
Now im dont, i cut off all ties with you.
You dont deserve my love.
So dont take my heart,
Dont take my heart.

I'm sleeping in my own tears,
So unsure of what i wanted.
The faces of my peers didnt make it worth while
T'm not sure of what exactly i made myself to be
A slut, a whore, nothing more
Than a sex toy.


Take away my heart, there is no need anymore to feel
No need to change my ways
I'm sick and tired of being alone, not sure of where im going to go.
Secertly ive known all along
You would just use me, just abuse me
I've been searching to find out waht it is,
How it is, to make love tick.


I've been broken and insecure for so long,
Just afraid to fall to in love
was that your goal
For me to not have a soul?
Your wish came true,
I'm as screwed up as you.


I dont want to be afraid anymore,
Iwant to love, and feel the sun,
Warming up myu blood.
Feeling my heart skip when i see his face.
But now, thanks to you,
I'm worse than you,
I'm worse than you.

Told you it wasnt that good. Comment please

"Humanity will sing harmony."
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