Eh...here it goes. Gf probs. Again. This time its because I wanted a little time alone, just a little stressed out, and a bit cranky. My gf tried cheering me up, but, well, it didn't really work, not that I don't appreciate the effort, just, well, when my little bro pushes me literally to the brink of a nervous breakdown, I kinda don't really wanna talk to anyone. My gf, took this as an insult, being overdramatic, as usual. And she started yellin at me, and I tried to tell her that I didn't mean it the way she thought I did, and that we really shouldn't start fighting over this. She ignores me, and continues on to say that everytime there is something wrong with her, that I sit there and try to figure out wats wrong, "bugging" her. Yet I don't get all pissy and b*tchy when she shuns me away from helping, no. I continue to try and try, untill eventually she tells me, and we solve it usually. But when I don't want her to help, I'm the biggest asshole on earth.
Usually her problem entails some hidden meaning behind being mad at me, like "U dont care about me" or "I'm so lonely!". I do wat I can to see her, and its never good enough. I damn near beg her not to buy me ANYTHING, and she goes and writes a blog about it, saying how "selfish" i am. If I could, I'd give back everything I have from her. I never asked her to buy me anything, in fact I kept telling her and telling her not to, up untill the point where it was out of my control.
I do wat I can to make her happy, but I guess I'm just not rich enough to supply gas money and a bribe to whoever I can find to drive me 50 miles and back. I guess I'm just not good enough.
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