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Friday, November 13, 2009

jump then fall

Current mood: lovee

I like the way you sound in the morning,
we're on the phone and without a warning
I realize your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard

I like the way I can't keep my focus,
I watch you talk you didn't notice
I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together

every time you s.m.i.l.e, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine for you

whoa oh I'm feeling you baby
don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me

baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
say that you wanna be with me too
cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall


well I like the way your hair falls in your face
you got the keys to me I love each freckle on your face, oh,
I've never been so wrapped up,
honey, I like the way you're everything I've ever wanted

I had time to think it oh-over and all I can say is come closer,
take a deep breath and jump then fall into me


don't be afraid please




jump then fall baby



<3 for alex.


5:18 pm - 1 comments - 2 Kudos
Sunday, October 11, 2009

falling for youu

Current mood: ahh

I dont know but
I think I maybe
Fallin for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
Im scared of what youll say
So Im hiding what Im feeling
But Im tired of
Holding this inside my head

Ive been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I dont know what to do
I think Im fallin for you
Ive been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I dont know what to do
I think Im fallin for you
Im fallin for you

As Im standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
Its just you and me

Im trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
Im scared of what youll say
So Im hiding what Im feeling
But Im tired of
Holding this inside my head

Oh I just cant take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

Ive been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I dont know what to do
I think Im fallin for you
Ive been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I dont know what to do
I think Im fallin for you
Im fallin for you

I cant stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just cant hide it
I think Im fallin for you

Im fallin for you

10:17 pm - 2 comments - 2 Kudos
Thursday, July 23, 2009

this wasnt written by me, but it fits the part.

Current mood: really?

It's the first time I've ever felt this lonely,
Wish someone cure this pain
It's funny when you think it's gonna work out
Till you chose weed over me you’re so lame

I thought you were cool until the point,
Up until the point you didn't call me when you said you would
Finally figured out you're all the same,
Always coming up with some kind of story

Every time I try to make you smile,
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Every time I try to make you laugh,
You can't your too tough
You think you're loveless
Is that too much that I’m askin for?

Thought you'd come around when I ignored you,
Sorta thought you'd have the decency to change
But babe I guess you didn't take that warning,
’Cause I'm not about to look at your face again

Can't you see that you lie to yourself?
You can't see the world through a mirror
It won't be too late when the smoke clears
’Cause I, I am still here

But every time I try to make you smile,
You'd always grow up feeling sorry for yourself
Every time I try to make you laugh,
You stand like a stone,
Alone in your zone
Is that too much that I’m askin for?


~ even though the person this was for will probably never see this in his life...i just want him to know that hes ruining his life. footballs gonna suck for you bud! you cant drown your pain in smoke.

3:55 pm - 0 comments - 0 Kudos
Monday, July 13, 2009

breath

Current mood: memories are all alone

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time


Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's t.r.a.g.e.d.y and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out


it's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me...

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
B.r.e.a.t.h.e.
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry,I'm sorry, i'm sorry
11:32 pm - 1 comments - 2 Kudos
Monday, June 08, 2009

hes somewhere out there...

Current mood: hopeless

Last time I talked to you
You were lonely and out of place
You were looking down on me
Lost out in space

Laying underneath the stars
Strung out and feeling great
Watch the red orange glow
Watch it float away

Down here in the atmosphere
Garbage and city lights
Gonna save youre tired soul
Youre gonna save our lives
Im waiting for the sky to fall
Im waiting for a sign

And all we are Is all so far

Youre falling back to me
The star that I can see
I know youre out there somewhere out there
Youre falling out of reach
Defying gravity
I know youre out there
Somewhere out there

Hope you remember me
I miss you're purple hair
I miss the way you taste
I know you'll come back some day
On a bed of nails I wait
Im praying that you dont burn out
Or fade away

You're falling back to me
The star that I can see
I know you're out there ...




Youre. falling. out. of. reach .

9:47 pm - 1 comments - 0 Kudos
Tuesday, March 17, 2009

stories

Current mood: confused and in love

I found a line and then it grew
I found myself still thinking of you
I felt so empty and now I'm fine
But still it's burning, when will you be mine?

Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for change, don't you?
Too much of the same stories in our lives
(I think it's time for us to walk away from here)

Stories in our lives, we keep them all inside

Look at me still in your mind
Our memories so intertwined
Well you broke through and found your way
And so did I no need to stay

The same old picture, tried and true
Been through there, let's look for something new

Do you remember all the songs that I have wrote for you,
All the songs that I have wrote for you
(For you) *

I remember,the way you made me feel when I was with you
I remember,the smile that always brought me back to you <3
That look in your eyes, I never thought that this could be untrue

I think it's time for us to walk away from here...

* from me to you and vice versa...for my Ben... : )
10:45 pm - 0 comments - 0 Kudos
Monday, March 09, 2009

another day...

Current mood: hopeful

And if you listen to me: I miss you
And if you hear me now: I need you
Where did you go cause you’re not gone
Everyone knows that something is wrong
The wires were cut and im alone

I know we're getting closer
I know you’re coming back for me this time
This time

And do you ever want me?
Do you ever need me?
I know that you left before goodbye
And its okay, there’s always another day
And any time you want me
Any time you see me
I don’t think you meant to say goodbye
But its okay, there’s always another day

Your voice comes in and now its fading
I cant believe this, is so frustrating
Cause you never seems to understand
And you let me slip straight through your hands
and how does it feel to be alone?

If you ever find what you were looking for
I will be waiting there, i will be there

I don’t think you meant to say Goodbye... did you?

10:04 pm - 0 comments - 0 Kudos
Monday, March 02, 2009

friends and lovers: to Ben

Current mood: happy

We'd like to say it's over
We'd like just to forget
All of the words we've never said
And all the actions we regret

We'd like to send the message
To each and every friend
And
thank them all for their support
Wouldn't have made it without them

We feel the time is coming

And we're trying to pretend
Like we're prepared, we're not prepared
But if it's destined we are in

Now listen very closely
And try not to be scared

Because were in this thing together
And together we won't fail

I can't describe to you quite everything
Just know that I am here for anything

Dear friend! Thanks for the best years of my life, I mean that
You have have there for every step of the way and I'm
So happy to have found someone like you
Cause without you I don't know what I would do

When times are hard, when things go bad
Regardless, I am here

When your whole world is crumbling
I promise to stay near

We bring a balance into each other's lives
We seek a challenge and hope not to collide

Now looking back I can't regret the things I've done
Just realize how happy you've made me become


Dear friend!
Thanks for the best years of my life,

I mean that :;)

10:03 pm - 2 comments - 0 Kudos
Wednesday, February 25, 2009

One of those girls

Current mood: pissed

Iknowshes thekind of girl
whoonly cares about one thing
Who you've seen, or where you've been
Who's got money

I see that look in her eyes
It tells a million lies
But deep inside, I know why
She'stalking to him


I know whatshes all about
I really hope he figures it out

She's one of those girls
They're nothing but trouble
Just one look and now you're seeing double
Before you know it she'll be gone
Off to the next one
She's so good that you won't see it coming
She'll take you for a ride and you'll be left with nothing
You'll be broken, she'll be gone
Off to the next one

She's gonna be the end of you
At least that's what they say
It's been a while
You're in denial
And now it's too late
The way she looks makes you high
All the warning signs
Cause her blond hair, herhazel eyes
Makes you wanna die

I know what she's all about
I really hope you figure it out


You know it's a game, you know it's a game
She keeps playing around with your head, playing around with your head
She's so insane, so insane
She's the one to blame, she's the one to blame

Off to the next one

10:24 pm - 1 comments - 1 Kudos
Friday, February 20, 2009

three cheers for five years

Current mood: friends...

to benjamin....the anthem of my everlasting love...

I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
To late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby ...
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember now
Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
How doesshe feel, how does she kiss
How does she taste while she's on your lips
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you
I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you
I know you want me
to want you I want to <3

4:14 pm - 3 comments - 2 Kudos
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