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Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Peace ug.

Current mood: like their could have been a happier ending.

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Comments: 18
so.
I've really tired of people judging me because of how i look. Its really getting tiring having like 100 000 00 000 00 00 0000 000 000 people that dont know me either hating my guuts for like no apparent reason, or taking me for some like, person that wants to do everybody and being like, hey wanna send me naked pictures of yourself?
 
And so, im done man. This has gotten waaaay too fucking rediculous. To all of you people who have said retarted things about me... Thats not nice, at all. and im really tired of it. It's not just me, if you go around treating people like shit, and expecting to be treated like the fucken queen of england, you've got another thing commin man.
Itt's also not a good idea to treat people like alot of you have treated me, becasue you never know what someone is going through; never can you truely know eevery aspect of a person's life. IT's impossible. And one little thing on top of another adds up to a person having major, major problems with themselves. So, I hope you're happy, people that hate me. I dont know what i did to all of you, but you seem to REALLY hate me. so i'm done guys. 
 
I'm cool with people not liking me , you know; just that there is a line. There is a point where you have to think, is telling this girl to go kill herself going to upset her? If you did  ask yourselves that, maybe you thought that i was like, not a person or something. But hey, guess what. I am a person.  im just a kid man, with problems. Just like everybody else.  I was diagnosed with cancer about 2 months ago. And my mom just died of it in March. What else? I have to live with a guy who beats the shit out of me. There's alot more. Trust me. I didnt need you people telling me to go hang myself, because maybe that was already on my mind? Yeah. It was. Thanks for reinforcing me there guys.
 
Before you say it, i'm not being a martyr. But This is about all i can take of everything so i guess i'm finished with this and everything else. I really tried for so long to not let the world get the best of me. But i guess you win. Congrats. After i tried and tried to stop it, and let everyone know i was not in a state to be put down in, you all still did. so thanks again, that was some fierce competition eh? Funny, i dont remember ever putting any of you down. Guess offense isn't my best defense eh? Yeah.
 
I hope that by reading this you learn something about people. They can be fragile. Once you break them, they can never be put back together the same way. There will always be broken pieces, and pieces that are missing. If you read this whole thing, Thank you. this is what i leave you with.
 
-I just need it to stop.
-You need what to stop?
- I need everything to stop. People , Life.
- Hannah, what are you talking about?
- I'm talking about my life Mr.Porter.
 
 
All the world is a stage, they say.
Cut this scene.
 
I Quit.
4:49 am - 18 comments - 24 Kudos - Report!
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ate103 wrote on Apr 15th, 2009 7:17pm

i know you'll probly never read this cuz you wont be on, but just so you know, i read all of this and i think its very sad, but your right, people should stop being assholes and grow up and get a life. if all you live for is to put people down, then you must not have much of a life at all.

you should know that there are people you dont know, that dont know you, that dont want you to die. im one of them. so please hannah dont kill yourself or anything. the people that were upset or mean to you were just jealous or didnt have a life they were happy with so they thought putting someone else down would make them feel better. my guess is that it didnt work.

i dont blame you for leaving cuz a lot of the people in the world are pricks and dont deserve a life for themselves. the people saying innapropiate things are just plain perverts.

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sixstringhippie wrote on Apr 21st, 2009 9:38pm

I dont think people should judge other people. I mean who are they to tell you how to live your life. There are lots of assholes in this world. there is no reason people should put down or make fun of other people.

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spazymusicjunky wrote on Apr 22nd, 2009 10:54pm

No one ever has the right to judge others but it happens all the time. I'm with you about people needing to keep their nosy faces out of other people's business. Just to tell you too, I dont want you to die and I dont even know you. Please dont let these bunches of assholes run your life. I dont blame you for leaving though...people can be just plain mean and demeaning here. Dont give up when there are still people around who care.

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thorn rich wrote on May 8th, 2009 1:09am

I agree with ate103...

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ican'tremember wrote on May 24th, 2009 9:07pm

But ur HOTT

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Lemonpie9090 wrote on May 26th, 2009 10:30pm

I miss you :(

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Metal4themasses wrote on Jun 10th, 2009 9:00pm

I'm sorry that people are the way they are. they are STUPID!!! And trust me--people always make fun of my hair, which branches to other things. It gets to the point where you can't take it anymore. like if you put one more breath in a balloon, it'll burst. and at that, I give you 2 kudos. you deserve them. :) Hope things work out, guitar chikk12.

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playdead wrote on Jun 27th, 2009 12:56pm

u were beautiful but i think its a shame when ppl have to take shit too far. there is more to a person than just their looks and ppl often forget that.
I completely agree with all these other coments and hope it all works out for u xx

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huevos wrote on Aug 8th, 2009 2:31am

Kudos, but I don't see how the internet can offened anyone. Shit IRL (like being in what appears to be a codependent abusive relationship) can be way more damaging and detrimental to someone's self-esteem.
As for your cancer, early detection helps. I've had friends go through with and chemo and all, and I can tell you it isn't easy for them.

If it feels like life is constantly raining crap on you're parade, that happens to basically everyone.
You need to overcome adversity and use it as a mechanism for motavation. We are not all born equal, as some have it shittier than others, but there is always a chance for hope regardless of the situation.

Did people actually tell you to kill yourself or were you assuming that they did? Even if it's done for the lulz, the actual life of a human being isn't worth a cheap laugh.
Torturing, maiming, and mutilating assholes who think like that is, as it wipes their inferior genetics from the gene pool.

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huevos wrote on Aug 8th, 2009 2:31am

In closing, don't take the internet seriously. Ever. Life's too short to worry about what some random fucktard hundreds of miles away thinks about you.
Given you're psychological trauma, this may be difficult. Just laugh it off and don't let it get to you.
If this is a troll trying to squeeze some remorse out a quasi-social networking app, you've done a good job at milking this lulzcow.

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Faded Grey wrote on Aug 21st, 2009 11:03pm

I doubt you'll ever read this crystal, but you were an awesome girl. It sucks that these assholes on this site didn't know how to treat a lady like you. I'm sorry that all of these dicks were such annoying, headstrong jerks to you. You didn't deserve that at all, but those stupid pricks couldnt accept the fact that they were lame, and didn't know how to talk to you, so in turn they try dissing you.

I hope that alls going well for you, and that maybe oneday, you'll come back.

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ripdime04 wrote on May 7th, 2010 10:41pm

im sorry this has happened, some people on here are real assholes, best of luck, peace love and good vibes to you

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WeLoveCaerolyna wrote on May 17th, 2010 11:47am

R u dead? Or av u just quit guitar.com? Sorry to hear babez xxx

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WeLoveCaerolyna wrote on May 17th, 2010 11:48am

hope yer allright :\ i really do hope things sort out...btw if i have posted
another post asking if you are dead...this is a shared account ..

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zeppdc wrote on Sep 2nd, 2010 8:53am

wow thats seriously bad im really sorry that happend to you. Some people are just real assholes now arn't they. U deserve some kudos

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zeppdc wrote on Sep 2nd, 2010 8:53am

wow thats seriously bad im really sorry that happend to you. Some people are just real assholes now arn't they. U deserve some kudos

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theogonia777 wrote on Nov 30th, 2010 6:14am

:( people suck...

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Fuse49 wrote on Mar 19th, 2013 4:48am

wow! missed all this by a few years but I happened to come across it. What I read was truly shameful. Don't know how some people can say shit like that! Truly sorry u had to put up with this Crystal. Totally agree with theogonia777, people really do suck!

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