and wrote moRe lyrics about eating a goddamn chocolate muffin. it was awesome.
i'm in class obviously, not doing anything again. oh well, the beauty of this class is that it can be done at home...so suck it, Salem-Keizer District!
so how was your weekend? mine was awesome! of course it was spent with my lovable, adorable boyfriend lol and kayla and kimley. we went to a hot spring in the dead of a cold night. all i have to say is "Good Times and Noodle Salad"!
well, i do have to say i'm kinda down...i moved back in with my grandma. which means my freedom is limited again and not as much time w/ GaRy. sad
but like GaRy says, "It could be worse" and its veRy true, i could've moved back in and then moved to the otherside of the countRy. my grandma will not hesitate to make suRe it happens. its just that she doesn't think about things like moving and crap. thank god. *sigh* i miss my Baby
hmm...not really much to blog about today...
i'm gonna do some research on bands i like. and then discuss them in the next blog and see what you guys think.
i just think its sad that theRe aRe many profile views and only one friend
cuz this is awesome: i'm sittin in an SK Online class munchin on a snickeRs and sippin Dr. Pepper my wonderful amazing boyfriend brought me lunch about and hour ago and it was good. hot pockets aRe amazing! you kno how each member of a band has their own stash? mine should be pepperoni pizza hot pockets. those little fuckeRs aRe freakin good!
oh boy, so this weekend was one i could've lived without. this is what happened: to make a long stoRy shoRt, i'm playing the role of "housekeeper". therefoRe, i live by myself. while thats a luxuRy one would enjoy, the only problem is that by law, i'm too young to be living on my own. somehow, DHS found out i'm on my own and taking caRe of my brother. they came to my school and asked me about it. i hate these people with a burning passion. when they ask me questions, i sit theRe in complete silence and give em my most intense death glaRe. and by god, it works.
one thing i really hate about em is that they tRy to break you. like, i'm responsible for me and my 11-yr-old bRo. no problem. for me at least, but they tried to make it sound so difficult. like they said, "oh, it must be so haRd having all that responsibilty on your shouldeRs..." i laughed and said, "yea, well, it doesn't bother me. i just don't worry about it and its going fine." oh and another one, they asked if i was throwing house parties and what not. cuz parents aRe gone and they thought i was a "typical teenager". heh, i told em i'm NOT a typical teenager and no i don't throw house parties. i told them house parties weRe pointless and completely stupid.
so after all that, come to find out they got to my brother at his school. THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS MADE HIM CRY! and it takes alot for him to cRy like that. ya, i was pissed. my boyfriend was too. i swear, i'm gonna give em an earfull next time they call me down.
so then we cleaned the my house cuz it was pretty nasty. and my god, my friends aRe amazing. it was kayla, my baby, josh and another friend we call "Douche". Douche has had a run in with DHS too, so he knew what was up. but they cleaned without anyone asking or shit. thats respect and loyalty to its fullest. it almost made me shed a tear lol and then we went to my bf's house and did a few illegal deeds.
and now i'm back on track. just workin my ass off to make up for lost time and passing everything so i can graduate. and sometimes, i make time to do this -->
OH! and my brother got Rock Band! i haven't played it yet but from what i hear, its fuckin cool. i'm excited to go home and finish my homewoRk so i can play it. cuz i get home befoRe my brother does...
its been a while since i've been heRe! so, lets have an update:
my ex girlfriend is an official smelly cunt bitch fagot ass piece of shit on the ground and i hope she rots in hell
yea, her and i and my other best friend got in a fight. on myspace. how gay. so now she's all butt huRt and angRy cuz my friend and i don't woRk like her and don't really give a shit about it. she thinks she was able to conveRt eveRyone in my circle of friends to be like her, a stressed out over worked piece of raw meat. no, fuck that! this life is mine and you can't have it cuz its mine. fuck what other people think, i believe everyone has the right to live the way they want to. whether it be haRd labor or hardly any labor. i'll admit, i'm a fuckin lazy ass motherfucker.
and, despite all the heartache, i managed to find myself a boyfriend! i love him alot. he may be older but age is just a number in my eyes. as of now we've been going out for about 4-5 days [hehe] ya, i'm a happy giRl. i call him my baby and he calls me his "Sexy Lil Imp" LOL cuz i'm a devious little bitch. he says he loves me and i can tell he's genuine when he says it. he barely knows me and he can say that he loves me. may seem kinda strange to you, but it works for me. i figured maybe the moRe he gets to kno me the moRe he'd fall head over heels for me lol
on top of that. my baby's best friend is the drummer for the band i'm in. yes, its finally happening. i'm lead vocals and soon to be rhythm guitar, mhm, in the subject line of this blog is the song title we'Re currently workin on.
since i'll be talkin about the band, lets go ahead and drop some names:
Kayla aka "D!$3@$3" - vocals [low and some growling] & possible bass
Me aka "I.M.P." - lead clean vocals
Josh aka "Troll" - guitar [and personal chef]
Kimley - drums
and i think the band name is Happily Ever After. Kayla came up with that. i wanted it to be called "Best Taste By Never" but, i don't think too many people may like it. i did cuz this is what happened: i was sitting in class with my buddy Steve and i had a starbucks mocha bottle. he took the bottle and began his usual tagging. well, he scratched out the expiration date and wrote "never". after sitting theRe thinking about it, i decided to use it for a band name. for this reason; the music spat forth from the band called Best Taste By Never will be immortal. if you think about it, people will remember not only the songs, but the emotion and the dedication it took to create them. i want to be in a band with individuals that immerse themselves in music constantly, like me. the people in the band should have the same passion as i do for music and its purpose. this is why the name fits: the music will be good and it will never expiTRe! at least thats how i see it...
but this band, i can tell its gonna be a good one. all these people live, sleep, eat and shit music. i'm veRy excited about all this. its gonne be puRe untamed Metal. regular jackoffs will shit themselves silly when they hear the sounds of our daRk hearts and twisted minds. yup, life is fuckin amazing right now. wish me luck!
it's not easy facing up when your whole world is B
Current mood: hopeful
life has not been as great as it should be...a couple of weekends ago, i did some stupid shit and it ended up with my girlfriend breakin up with me. i swear, she is the only giRl who could set my heaRt ablaze. i still tuRn my head at the sound of her name. its sad and i pretty much brought it upon myself. and now, i just don't kno what to do around her. i don't feel the guilt anymoRe, i just...act a fool! lol, i feel moRe giddy around her and doing kid shit, ya kno? i'm not sad anymoRe, i just have whats called a crush lol i still love her veRy much and i'm letting it go. she's let go a while back, but i was unable to because of a seveRe case of depression. idk what came over me but i can have a memoRy about our times together and not get sad. thats awesome!
but anyway, life is now good again, or so i think...idk, come whatever may
This font's kinda cool...
so a little moRe about me?
well today i'm getting a new phone.. cuz the one i have suXXX major munkyballz. haha. um, been sicker than a dogg and laying in bed, hatin meh life. no. fuck that.
actually i was wishin i could play my sucky guitar. but i was at my mom's house. the guitar is at g-ma's house. oh well.
[emoticons make me smile ]
and uh... i want to go to the AS Blood Runs Black conceRt.
but i'm unable to cuz my grandma said no. i love with her. not my mom. long stoRy. don't ask. thanks. anyway, i have nothing too special to say anymoRe.
just me this time.. i have a veRy close friend who wants to staRt one, she wants the genRe to be just about everything... which is fine, but i want a band thats nothin but heavy, death and black metal.. is that ok?
anyway, As Blood Runs Black, System of A Down, KoRn, Behemoth, Dimmu Borgir, In Flames, The Black Dahlia Murder, All Shall Perish, Cradle of Filth, Walls Of Jericho, Otep.. Just a few bands i love... in no order...