esther_mouse

So from now on, you're going to be asked unique questions, you ready?

Sure

Would you date someone who lived in another country?

I have done.

Who can you tell anything to?

I don't tell EVERYTHING to anyone...but I can tell Connor most things.

Whos the one girl you turn to?

I don't.

The one boy you turn to?

Connor.

Could you handle a long distance relationship?

I'm in one, and we've been together almost two years now.

When's the last time you said you were fine, but really weren't?

Pretty much everytime someone asks me how I am I'm not very honest about these things.

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?

When someone said something unkind earlier.

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?

Yeah, most of UG

Do you laugh a lot?

No more than anyone else.

Do you consider yourself lucky?

In some ways, yeah.

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?

He's my boyfriend

Do you think you're pregnant?

Nope. On the pill, for a start.

You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?

Oh...ew...I don't really like piercings for myself. Um, lip probably, though.

You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get?

Eeeeee...don't want a tattoo. I dunno, maybe a little mouse holding a star and a rose. That pretty much sums up me and my name. Somewhere unobtrusive. Inner wrist, maybe?

Could you cry right now?

Yeah.

Who was your last text from?

Connor.

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?

Yes.

In the past week, have you cried?

Yes "Marley and Me" was sooo sad.

Have you ever been awake for 2 days straight?

Yeah.

What are the things you've heard people say about you?

Oh all sorts

Are you friends with your exes?

I'm not really friends with anyone in real life.

If you were an animal, what animal would you be and why?

A mouse, of course.

Are you mad at someone right now?

Not really.

who did you spend summer with last year?

Family, Connor.

Are you okay with the life you live?

I...don't know how to answer that. I don't hate my life. I like a lot of things about my life. I don't like life in general, much, at all. I spend much of my time in a lot of emotional pain. I'm not ok with that. But I'm ok with other things...but not everything. I'm not sure what this question refers to, really. There are things I would like to not have to live with.

Last person you told a secret to?

People on IRC. They probably don't realise it's a secret.

How many true friends you got?

I don't have any friends, really. Connor is my friend, but also boyfriend, if that counts.

Do you like hugs and kisses?

Very much.

Do you text/call during class?

I did, when I was younger. Texts, anyway.

Do you live in a "ghetto" neighborhood?

I live in facken' Essix, mayte.

No, not really

Did you say "fuck" today?

Probably.

Have you ever made fun of anybody and later became their friend?

Yes.

What you doing this friday?

I don't know.

Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now?

Yes. Connor.

Are you realising something?

No.

what top you wearing?

Green jumper with 3/4 sleeves and v-neck.

What was the reason you got grounded for last?

I don't think I've ever been grounded. I'm certainly too old to be grounded now

Is the last person you kissed older than you?

Yes, by a whole six months

What was the last thing that you drank?

Cloudy lemonade.

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?

Ketamine.

How has this week been?

Painful, anxious, and worrying.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with an S?

Yes.

What are you doing tonight?

Feeling panicky, it would seem. And doing silly quizzes

Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?

Yes.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with an M?

Yes.

Your boyfriend / girlfriend cheats on you, do you finish it?

I really don't know. In the past, I didn't. I don't think Connor would ever cheat on me though, so...

What is the last song you sang outloud?

Uhh, "Somewhere Over The Rainbow". Eva Cassidy's version.

Is there anyone you hate?

There are people I dislike.

Are you alone?

Right now, yes, if you mean physically.

Did you have a good day yesterday?

I spent most of it asleep. I then woke up, had a migraine, and spent most of the night feeling increasingly anxious and suicidal. So no, I had a fucking shit day, thanks for asking.

Wow, that was weirdly angry of me.

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?

Uhhh, autumn is pretty good. So long as there is a mix of hot and cool days. Maybe spring. Flowers are pretty.

What were you doing last night at 11?

You don't want to know.

Are you in a good mood?

No.

Do you have any bruises on you?

Yeah, Ted caught my hand with his collar yesterday, I had a bruise on it now.

Are you easily scared by horror movies?

Immensely! I am scared by everything.

Are you in the middle of texting someone?

No...who texts and types at the same time?

Lets test your memory, what were you wearing during your last kiss?

Well, it was at the station in Coventry, so...I was wearing jeans, trainers, grey top, blue wool hoodie, big purple scarf, green corduroy coat. My memory is excellent.

what jacket did you wear last?

Black cord one.

Are you ticklish?

Very! I tend to bite when I'm tickled though.

Would it hurt seeing the person you last kissed, kissing someone else?

A hell of a lot.

Who’s hoodie did you wear last?

My own.

Well...that was...fun.