i hate this. i'm currently deprived of coffee, cigarettes (kind of), weed, booze and sex... all the things that make my life worth living. i can't drink coffee because i can't get any fucking pills until i get on a regular sleep schedule. i have a cold, and my mom thinks it's bronchitis, so i have to pretend to quit smoking. i have plenty of money for weed and booze, but i'm currently not able to leave the house.. SO i'm fucked. i'm fucking baked right now... i've been smoking constantly for almost a week now... i feel so burnt out. >.<
^ the guy i like doesn't like me (dumb fucker) and the only guy i know for sure would bang me is 31, so he can't risk getting caught... last time he came over my mom saw him running away half-naked. sucks to be him.