Today is me and Joe's 2 year anniversary! yAy I'm pretty excited. I'm so glad we've made it this long. People from the start have doubted us and said it'll never work but everyday we're proving them wrong and it AWESOME! But we have had a few speed bumps in the past year. But mostly all of them weren't our fault. So all of them have made us a stronger couple. Plus I got to see him like a week or so ago so that also made me/us happy.And I get to see him (hopefully) January 17th. But yea I have to make this short I have to go make chocolate covered pretzels. OH! and also..... MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything?
Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?
Isnt it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone
are you laughing?
Isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
Isnt it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
im not laughing
Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.
Isnt it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.
HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE MIGHT BE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS
keep on laughing
Isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life
without knowing her situation with her friends
or her family
or her LIFE
BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH
OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND
BRAVE IS
GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES
ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT
ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET
ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS
BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE
So here's a song me and my friend (darci) wrote. it started out a poem that darci made then i was over there and we turned it into a song. So be honest and tell us what you think. (green is screaming)
Ok so here lately i've been thinking..... and it hasn't been good for my health at all. but after a few weeks of feeling and thinking the same thing, i've come to the conclusion that it isn't my imagination.Here lately i've been thinking on how much relationships change over time. some of it good, others are frustrating after you've been thru some things i've been thru. which i'm sure almost everybody out there has been thru the same thing but we're all different and we all are effected differently. so any way on the point of this blog. I've come up with a list of somethings that a girl hardly ever gats tired of... no matter how long you've been dating and are sometimes crucial in keeping her confident. .../
We NEVER get tired of you telling us how much we mean to you.
we never get tired of hearing that you love us.
No matter how long it's been since you've last seen them we still think it's cute for you to tell us that you miss us. and wish we were in your arms
We love cute texts/voicemails/e-mails
we may not admit it but we like it when your protective.
Here's a classic.... When you ask her what's wrong and she says nothing....she's lying. and we want you to pry. (usually)
We like you to talk to us on the phone. silence isn't very comforting.
We like to know how much you need us. and how much our presence means to you.
We want to know we're special to you and can never be replaced.
When we're unsure about something. we'll ask numerous questions. and if we're still unsure... we'll keep asking... after a few times maybe you should word it differently.
Well this wat has been on my mind... ALOT. And i know alot have some situations were they aren't true but in normal cases... and usually long term relationships. But yea.... i'll prolly write another blog soon... to actually tell my feelings. b/c i'm sure this was enuf. but until then
As the blood pours out Releif floods through her soul Happiness is finally felt In her heart she knows what is coming. Peace falls around her like a warm breeze engulfing her whole and as she drops to the floor, The memories come to haunt her once more As she cries out she calls out a final goodbye Good-bye to the lies, and all the pain And slowly she lays her head down and drifts away and with the last bit of life left within her,she smiles, She's finally at peace, Flying with angels that carry her soul to a place of eternity.
Your love falls around me like a gentle cloak Protecting me when thoughts provoke Acting as a hand and guiding me to safety, When self hatred comes to knock me down. Just as a sweet lullaby you sooth my spirit. When all it wants to do is rest and say good-bye Your voice chases away angry memories that haunt my soul. I owe you my heart So forever it will be yours Safely resting in you, And every beat beats for you. <3
My arms are getting cold without your embrace, Longing and aching to see your face. Each day I have to be strong and Fight the emotions that come with being alone. But knowing your my guy, Keeps me holding my head up high. Keeping me strong for the days that seem so long. Slowly I can not hide Emotions flooding out like a slow tide. So finally I let go, And let the feelings show I miss my baby, and won't ever let him go.
1. If you could have anyone with you in the world right now, who would it be? Joe 2. Who do you want to hold you? Joe of course 3. What’s your deepest secret? if i told you it wouldn't be a secret 4. Do you regret your last relationship? no, i am who i am b/c of it BUT i am glad it's over
5. Have you ever been dumped? Did your heart break? yes lots and my heart breaks easy so yea... 6. Do you have an admirer? i don't... but my boobs do :/
7. Would you date them? no 8. Do you want to be in love? I am 9. Do you believe in true love? Yes 10. Have you ever regretted something and still think about it today? yes... 11. Would you date your best friend? she's a chic.....so no... lol 12. Would you kiss the same gender? ya my wiggle buddy (darcie_marie)
13. Do you have a crush currently? yep.... (joe) 14. Are you insecure? about some things
15. Do you cry in front of people? yes 16. Do you and your friends ever get into serious fights? not really 17. Do you like bad boys/girls? not really adults just think we are... we actually have no life.... 18. Have you ever dreamt of kissing someone and if so who? yes/joe
19. Are you afraid to tell the truth all the time? sometimes i am
20. Do you read romance novels because you want to be the main character? no
Yesterday afternoon a horse that I showed and rode had to be put down she had founder (hoof disease)and she couldnt' walk or stand. Only long enough to eat a little bit or drink my friend Pam had to bring her water and food and she was suffering so the best thing was to put her down. I really miss her I have pic of her on here she's the horse I was standing and laying on I'm going to miss her so much. But now she's in a better place and visiting my other horsey Pebbles They're both in my heart forever.
okay so i'm thinking about getting a drum set... but the problem is i know nothing about them...
so if anyone could help me out that would be great
if you can just pm me or sumthin
Thanks!
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she had founder (hoof disease)and she couldnt' walk or stand. Only long enough to eat a little bit or drink my friend Pam had to bring her water and food and she was suffering so the best thing was to put her down. I really miss her I have pic of her on here she's the horse I was standing and laying on 
I'm going to miss her so much. But now she's in a better place and visiting my other horsey Pebbles 