I've gotten all the big work done in dramsoc, which makes me very happy and I'm tech manager.
It's the holidays and I passed my first year in college.
I'm going on a summer holiday for a week on Sunday.
I fixed my guitar's pickups.
Now, I think I should be unhappy as:
I'm getting quite lonely, my need for a relationship is becoming something that's eating away at me.
I've given up on my fic which I barely even started.
I've failed in getting a job which leaves me broke and unable to go out with friends.
I have to go to a doctor soon to get something checked out. From what I've found on the internet, I might have to get circumcised. That's a bit daunting.
One of my friends is in a relationship so I'm trying to be nice and leave her and her boyfriend alone for the summer. Whenever I'm with them I kinda feel like a third wheel so that's not fun because I love them both.
Silly feelings... why can't you be simple!? Well, I'm sure things will work themselves out.
You can still have plenty of fun with friends without money! Get hanging out with friends and stuff and make sure you're happy before you go looking for a relationship. Relationships work so much better if both parties are happy to begin with. Getting circumcised may be daunting but really it's nothing to be scared about man. Loads of people get it done for medical reasons every month, it'll be fine Your friends that are in a relationship would still probably appreciate seeing you a couple times throughout the summer by the way, I wouldn't leave them alone the whole season!
If you want to chat or anything you can feel free to PM me man