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Giving in to what has got me
Feeling claustrophobic, scarred
Severed me from all emotion
Life is just too fucking hard
SNAP! Your face was all it took
Cuz this need ain't doin' me no good
Fall on my face, but can't you see?
This fucking life is KILLING ME!

Tearing me / Inside

Too far gone, I'm catatonic
Leaving you to criticize
Empty shell and running naked
All alone... lobotomized
Back and forth between my hang-ups
It isn't easy to be hated
Where do ya go? Whaddya do?
Simpleton, impromptu, crazy eight
I never cared, not once
Gotta get away!

Tearing me / Inside

I wasn't promised a thing
YOU KEEP MOCKING ME
But you will never again
BEFORE YOU KNOW IT - AFTER YOU'RE GONE

GONE

Somos feos apestamos y pero reinamos joto muthafucka

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Try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you...
I try to make it through these lies, that's all that I do

Just don't deny it
Just don't deny it and deal with it, yeah
Just deal with it

You try to break me,
You wanna break me...bit by bit,
that's just part of it

If you were dead or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care, I don't care

I try to make you see my side
Always trying to stay in line
But your eyes see right through
That's all they do

I'm getting tired of this shit
I've got no room when it's like this
What you want of me just deal with it

(nothing can care about, nothing can care about)
(you won't be there for me, you won't be there for me)

If you were dead or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care, I don't care

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I did my time! And I want out.
(?) No more future, faith! It doesn't cut.
The soul is not the vibrance!
The recknoning! The sickening!
(?) Back against the virgin! (?) Soon I'll take for sake the virgin.
(?) Go through your presents! Go dig your grave!
(?) Then kill your mouth, will all the money you will save!
Sinking in, getting smaller again.
I'm done. It has begun. I'm not the only one!

And the rain will kill us all!
We throw ourselves against the wall.
But no one else can see,
The preservation of the martyr in me!

Phsycosocial! (x6)

(?) Cold and requench! On the world we lay!
(?) For where the Devil go! (?) The secret death to me!
This is nothing new. But when we kill it all,
The end is all we had!
Who needs another mess? We could start over!
Just look me in the eyes and say I'm wrong!
(?) Now the total emptyness. (?) Burn a listen to grace!
I think we're good. I'm not the only one!

And the rain will kill us all!
We throw ourselves against the wall.
But no one else can see,
The preservation of the martyr in me!

Phsycosocial! (x6)

Fake! (?) Take the Facist way!
(?) I try to take your frets! But your verbal lines are giving out!
(?) He's over killing again! (?) Is there nothing sacred?
Is this what you want? I'm not the only one!

And the rain will kill us all!
We throw ourselves against the wall.
But no one else can see,
The preservation of the martyr in me! (x2)

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You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING

Shallow skin, I can paint with pain
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE
But I guess I don't care any more...
Fix my problems with the blade
While my eyes turn from blue to gray
God, the worst thing happened to me today
But I guess I don't care anymore...

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept cince I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING

My flaws are the only thing left that's pure
Can't really live, can't really endure
Everything I see reminds me of her
God I wish I didn't care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore

What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the fuck was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die