Abbys doin fine and the ex situation is doin good!
Me n Abby hung out at the mall for 5 hours yesterday ha. Which was fun, we kinda just like looked at random stuff, and our feet hurt, and we ate and I bought a Halo sticker of the Legendary logo. Which is fo sho goin on my car ha. If my XBox wasnt getting fixed id play it tonight.
well here are lyrics to a couple of my favorite EMMURE songs... which is my favorite band.
I GOT A SHOW TOMORROW BROS!!!
10 Signs You Should Leave
You know it’s all a game that we play back and forth. I leave, you chase, and we’re back to square one. We were not meant to be, and I tried my best to work it through. I asked my friends, “What should I do?” There only advice was leaving you. But I’m glad I did or at least that’s what I tell myself I swear to God I never would’ve known your face or your name. If every day is a constant reminder, you’re a whore, liar, ghost, harlot. And it’s sad to say that I, I still cry to the Bayside CD everyday Don’t you know that those songs are about you? Check tracks 8 and 9 then call me back You ask me, “When is it over?” You ask me, “When is it over?” Over? This isn’t over ‘til I say it’s over This isn’t over ‘til I say it’s over This isn’t over ‘til I say it’s over This isn’t over ‘til I say Back to square one. Come on!
You Got A Henna Tattoo That Said Forever Take me somewhere familiar so I can find myself again. It hurts more then you know and I’ll ask you “Why?” Why would you lie to me? What was the point? Was your intention to waste my time? Thought I was digging deep. Thought I was breaking the bank. But girls like you are just a dime a dozen. Are just a dime a dozen. Movie quote still connecting us like constellations. I wonder if I can ever separate myself from this. And it’ll be a while ‘til I can breathe again. Slip me into something warm. My eyes still scream childhood. Childhood! [x2] Slip me into something warm.
When Keeping It Real Goes Wrong
I hope this is a passing phase. There is no future when I stand here with you. This is the end. No longer will you hear my voice. So long. Goodbye. And don’t you think for a second you’ll see my face again. I killed the hope, but you buried it. This is a promise. I will not let you back in my life. This is a promise I keep to myself. Only time will tell how long you’ll keep your legs closed. I give that bitch another week, before she’s on her knees again with one of my friends. And I tried my best to forgive and forget you. I tried my best to forgive and forget you. Won’t you be my bride? (another day [x4]) [x8]
Well the show was absolutely amazingly fun to play. I HAD TO MISS FOR THE FALL DREAMS!!!! ugh...
But the show was pretty intense... not the music. what went down. Ok
My most recent ex was there, and like started talking to me n stuff about how she wants me back. I was like wow idk, then shes like come out to my car for a minute i wanna talk to you about something. the she started goin on about how sorry she is about everything and soo on and she wants me back. The she kissed me, I lost my man cards by kissing back, couldnt have helped it. I still have fealings for her i just dont know if i wanna be back with her right now. I told her Id consider everything and call her to talk after the show.
As soon as I got inside I notice Abby (good friend of mine) was looking super upset about something, so i asked what was wrong. Turns out, her cousin died that day in a car accident. I dedicated the rest of my night to help her in anyway I could.
Then next morning, i got alot more ex drama about it all. I dont know if i wanna be back with her right now. probebly later but I cant handle her right now.
man. Theres alot more I dont have anymore time to write but thats alot of it.
I mean its ok.=\ kinda. Im super pumped for my show tomorrow FALL BEFORE THE THRONE bitch.
Im listening to Vallon right now. Purday good band.
Bein singles a bitch? yes. Im soo bored with my life right now. I need something more. I need to be always doin something with someone, I want a significant other? yes I do. I love havin one, ive been basically taken for almost a year and its only been like 9 days and i already hate my life.
well the thing is, I havent really been praying lately... I havent been really religous fealing at all actually. I need to find my way back. The lack of my own Bible is probs a part of the problem, but Im totaly broke...
I also am working on a recording program so I can post some stuff on here of my songs I write and my skittles.
To me it seems as though alot of guitarists listen to music to listen to how hard it is to play it. Like to be able to say wow these guys are effing good. Anyone can play fast, just alternate pick and hit random frets quick, easy. Writing is the hard part. To me, to be able to put the right emotion into music is the hard part, not making yourself look like a guitar god, I know who I am and I know Im good at guitar, not to sound cocky. I know alot of guitarist who are amazing at guitar but cant write for crap, and barely care to learn theory. To me getting good was the easy part. Playing alot will make anyone better. It took alot of time to learn how to write, it takes alot more, I memorized a bunch of scales and modes, and learned how to use them and make them sound good.
Tab of a little something I wrote this morning (dr
Current mood: mellow
Its all 1/8 notes. tempo is about 160/170 maybe. I wrote that before I came to school. I used a new scale I learned, i forgot what it was called tho but its pretty sick. Ill record it soon with a breakdown too. Maybe a drum track too.
C |-----------------|-----------------| G |-----------------|-----------------| D#|-----------------|-----------------| A#|-----8---7h8---10|-----8---7h8-5h7-| F |-----------------|-----------------| A#|-8-8---8-----8---|-8-8---8---------| PM . . . . . . .
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