so anyway, me and my best friend of like 10 years were planning to have like sort of a party at his house. but the only person that showed up was my girlfriend. we've like only been going out for a week and i've only known her for like a month. and my best friend has like never had a girlfriend or anything. so we were being like all nasty and like making out in front of him. and i was just like ignoreing him and everything. then it hit me, like a rock to the head, l looked up at him and he looked like all lonely and shit. and see he has known my girlfriend like five times as long as i have. i felt really guilty putting her (who i only known for a month) before my best friend (who i have known for like all of my life) i really feel like a terrible friend because he does so much for me. and i never agnowledge it. i always give him shit for never doing anything for me.
it has really just dawned on me how bad of a friend i have been to him lately.
it really hurts me what ive been doing to him lately. i hope that maybe someone can comment and maybe connect with this