from what ive manage to research, the red cross is a bunch of douche bags. you know that blood you donated to them? well.....you got fucking ripped off. that "save a life give blood" bull crap they spew is fucking propaganda. apparently all that "life saving" is a money making scheme. that blood you gave for free is gladly accepted by them- because they turn right around and sell it to the same kind of people you could have sold it to.
granted its not a TON of money, but over the course of a month (if youre an avid life saver) you could make several hundred dollars selling blood instead of giving it to people that sell it for you and keep the profits for themselves. the blood selling business is making them hundreds of thousands of dollars a year. just from that alone if the red cross was privately owned it would be a fortune 500 company. not to mention the other scams they probably have going.
so...FUCK THEM if im giving blood i might as well make some cash off of it.
WOOOO growing my hair out! gonna mohawk this shit up. probably gonna dye it too. not sure what color. maybe green. or blue....or sometihng. whats surprising is i have familial support. (not that i really need it) but for the first time i ever decided to do anything they thought it was a good idea...which threw me off because they made fun of my last gf who had a mohawk. maybe ill just look better with one.
I come in and found the rose petals
hours old and dried already.
Scattered on the floor,
in logical pattern.
Also covering the silk,
almost no speck of white left uncovered.
Taking in the site,
I rest.
I see you with our shears,
trimming and snipping and clipping away at the stems
rose petals drift down to the floor
Not resting until you make the biggest mess you can.
I can see you smiling, laughing.
Finding humor in your handiwork,
Laughing until exhaustion sets in
and you lie down satisfied.
Rested, I cross the room.
I kiss the final unbespeckled spot of silky smooth flesh on your forehead
and take the shears from your cold hand and leave,
shutting the door quietly, I leave you to your slumber.
i dont think this way but....still...thats fucked up.....why are people that retarded.
Also if you search that website youll find that the guy running the site was also gay before his gay was C.H.O.P.S'd away. even though we can pretty much tell hes not any less gay. hes just more delusional than ever and he'll probably just end up in his own personal hell. he deserves it for his hatred and ignorance he displays though. its absolutely appalling seeing how he "used to be" gay. hes basically saying "i know how you feel. i know you may be having a hard time dealing with this. FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING HOMO! GOD HATES YOU!" also this interested me. http://www.eveningservice.com/Images/SatansCloset. jpg
seems like not all his gay got C.H.O.P.S.'d away....an possibly he has a demon fetish I hope people who teach that god is full of hate the way that this guy does, will all die off soon.
ok so...i have a friend..she likes a year younger than i am. shes a senior in high school and has only has sex with one person whom she dated for 2 years and loved like crazy.
long story short once he got into her pants he dumped her.
so....here we are about 7 months after that and shes ready to have sex with me we're just friends...we never dated and neither of us have mentioned feelings for the other. im pretty sure she likes me a lot and has pretty much given me 2 chances to have sex with her but i didnt take them due to not wanting to hurt her. i hung out with her yesterday and i ended up giving her a hand job that got interrupted. still trying to figure out whether or not i should go through with it or not.
just dont want her to like....end up hating me and men in general. and hurting her would be especially bad since her grandmother (her legal guardian) is dying from lung cancer. so im trying to keep things from getting worse due to me. so im lost.
I havent posten in a while. my internet has died...along with several people i used to know. life is chaotic and unpredictable. when you can predict it, thats when you should really be afraid. it means something big is going to happen soon and from experience, big things tend to not be good. cancer, AIDS, spontaneous massive organ failure and motorcycle accidents. all part of life. all suck. just need to deal with it. im rambling. also part of life. oh well. ill end this now.
my chances are waning your love overdrawn your smiles you are feiging cause your real ones are gone running in circles my screams shake the night why am i crying this never was right the world keeps on turning but this night just goes on begging for mercy praying for dawn
gah...i was just in an argument with some fucking douche bags saying racist shit. i just left because they wont stop. they said i was the close minded one for some bullshit thing about how im not black. then when i told them im black they were like "N*****!!!!!!!!!!!!!" GOD IF I HAD A FUCKING GUN I WOULD KILL THEM!!!!!!
my school (for whatever reason) has a lot of people who claim to be anarchists and think that anarchy makes complete sense. none of them (none ive spoken to) have made any real sense. they all thought they were making brilliant and reasonable points, even if they didnt follow any sort of logic. For Example: "there is no need for government any more. people have become intelligent enough that a moral system alone would prevent murders, thefts, rapes and other crimes" which........if a moral code doesnt work now (when there is some way of upholding some sort of moral system aka the law) why would it work without and power structure. and surely wouldnt SOMEONE get some ambition and try to take over. plus, what the hell would happen with the guns and tanks (not to mention ukes) if the US government considered itself obsolete and disbanded?
to sum it up.....anarchists are stupid. (yet again, from my experience)
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