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My first diary entry...
I don’t plan to write much.
Haven’t planned anything I’m about to
write.
But I did plan on writing something, since
abouts 10 mintues ago.
...I couldn’t sleep
this night.
For hours into the night I stayed up on crappy internet RPG games, so
overjoyed with them... Tribal Wars, Tanoth... There was another I only found
earlier & had not payed enough attention to the name yet. I’d also been
kept up with watching Lord of the Rings, the first one, Fellowship of the Ring.
At sometime around 2:00AM I decided I should atleast try to get some
sleep & do something the following morning that I wouldn’t normally do, for
a bit of variaty or excitement... I logged out of the RPG’s & also checked
the five new threads posted on Ultimate-Guitar before closing down all
programs, there were a couple I checked out & one that I posted in, I
think. Then I shut down the computer, did my usual stuff, got in to bed &
just lay there for about 10 minutes or so, couldn’t sleep & could barely
think or anything. I got bored & I still wasn’t tired, so after LOTR: FOTR
finished, I swapped it... For LOTR: The Two Towers.
It got about half way through it & I heard my brother coming in
down stairs, drunk! I could hear him climb the stairs & stumble into the
bathroom, & then faint sounds of puking into the toilet... Pleasent, innit.
I got out of bed again & headed to the landing, where I met my brother
staggering out the bathroom. Half way downstairs, he called out to me to fetch
him a bottle of water he always seemed to have in the fridge.
The only problem I had with getting him things, was that he never
thanked me (usually, I don’t really mind if I’m not thanked, but I’m picking
faults), he never drank any of it & he kept me awake for even longer this
night.
Anyway, I was downstairs getting myself a drink of milk (my favourite
drink) & getting my brother his bottle of water, when I heard these loud
thunderous crashing & banging sounds (it honestly sounded like my brother
was trying to rape the floor!), but then they moved towards the bathroom &
I knew again, he was rushing to throw up. I carried on & walked upstairs
with the drinks, asked my brother if he wanted his bottle there with him, but
never got an answer as he was a bit occupied. I continued into my room (&
my brother’s, we share a room), put his bottle next to his bed, put my drink
next to my bed on top of my chest of drawers, got into bed & carried on
watching LOTR.
My brother came in the bedroom, falling from the door to his bed that
is on the opposite side of the room in a swift motion, I didn’t pay much
attention ‘cause he’d been like this many times before, so I just prolonged my
LOTR viewing.
My mam had come in to check on him as I was just getting annoyed that
she kept getting in the way of the TV. Once she was done with sorting him out,
she left & went to bed, I couldn’t be bothered to roll over & check the
time, so I’m guessing this was near 4:00AM now.
After my brother had been puking into a bowl/bucket/thing (not really
sure what it was), sounding like a constipated bear being gutted with a
teaspoon for a while, he finally drifted off to sleep, but breathing heavily
enough to keep me awake, he was still louder than the TV, but soon after LOTR:
TTT had come to an end. I turned off the DVD player, I turned off the TV, I
turned off my mind, although I still couldn’t sleep.
After about 5 minutes, I got bored & saw my phone just lying there.
I picked it up, not knowing what I would do with it. I went through my contact
list on it to see who I could text. I went passed the person’s name of who I
fancy. She was on holiday, some hours ahead of us... Or behind, either way, it
didn’t matter as I had nothing to text them with & I knew they didn’t have
credit so they couldn’t text back or anything. But I just had to do something,
so I wrote in a text message to her “Ha-ha my brother’s pissed as hell & I
thought I’d tell someone... Your that someone! 0_o Ly x” Some people say I’m
weird, but I’m not really surprised when I send messages like that to people
who don’t even know either of my brothers.
Another 5 or 10 minutes passed. Just hoping she might have got credit
& would text me back, waiting anxiously. I tried to get my mind on
something else. I glanced around the room & noticed the blinds on the
window. The window was open slightly, so every now & then there would be a
draft to make blinds look as though they were doing a Mexican Wave, like a
stadium full of people at a football match. This caught my attention for about
an hour. I just stared at it as if it was actually interesting, or even
amazing, even though I knew it was some crappy little thing that probably
happens every night, it just so happens I was up to see it this time.
After trying to draw away from the Magical Mexican Blinds (yes, I named
them, but as a group, would be annoying trying to remember the names of each
individual blind), I noticed how light it was outside. Crack of dawn. I knew I
wasnt getting any sleep, so I thought about getting up & going downstairs
to watch TV, but then I thought there’d be nothing good on TV this early. I
re-thought & contemplated going on the downstairs (family) computer, but
thought I’d just wind up back on those damned RPG’s. I promised myself not to
go on the RPG’s.
I sat up in bed. Reached for my trousers. Whacked ‘em on. Crept
downstairs & turned the computer on. I signed on to my account, went on to
the internet, went to Ultimate-Guitar, but didn’t sign in on that, or do
anything with it. Just left it there.
I brought up Microsoft Word...
I
started to write.
This
is what I ended up with.
This
is more than I’ve written for any of my coursework, in any subject.
I
wrote this in about an hour.
...This
is for a select few. |