In all honestly, i'm the exact same way
But usually in denial about it.
You're a stronger man that I for admitting it.
I'd love to say it's just teen angst, and it'll pass
but who really knows.
What I do know though, is that you will have your steady relationship
you will have a great effect on peoples lives
and you are too hard on yourself
You're actually amazing
no one looks at you with a more skeptical eye than yourself.
You say you can't be content with anything now
so I'm not sure how much any of this will mean to you
but you'll be happy someday, and you'll make others happy.
I love you.