Why does it hurt
To think of you
It traps me in a cage
Locks the door and leaves me to my ways
Sick as they are
They take away the pain
They take away the pain, at least for now
Why do I hurt myself and think of you
I know the war, I know its wage
Know to stop
Can't control my ways
Sick as they are
They take away the pain
They take away the pain at least for now
If this doesn't stop soon
I don't know what I'll do
I can't go on living this way
And although I've tried to
Curve this delusion, it speaks louder
Growing each day
Why does it hurt to think of you
It traps me in a cage
Locks the door and leaves me to my ways
Sick as they are
They take away the pain
They take away the pain, at least for now
If this doesn't stop soon
I don't know what I'll do
I can't go on living this way
And although I've tried to
Curve this delusion, it speaks louder
Growing each day
If this doesn't stop soon
I don't know what I'll do
I can't go on living this way
Although I've tried to
Curve this delusion, it speaks louder
Growing each day..........
If this doesn't stop soon
I don't know what I'll do
I can't go on living this way
Although I've tried to
Curve this delusion, it speaks louder
Growing each day
If this doesn't stop soon
If this doesn't stop soon
If this doesn't , If this doesn't
Stop soon
If this doesn't stop soon
I can't go on living
I’ve been broken for the last time
I’ve watched my angels nurse demons
Blood running like semen down my thin white chest
Oh
And I thought if I fed the blind they would see
Thought if I held the sick they would heal
I thought if I touched the deceased they would rise again
Oh
But they took my wings
And they held me down
They poisoned me
Laughing like children
I’ve been home not knowing
They would find another
Not breathing in denial
I’ve been broken for the last time
My sprit is cold I’m vacant and numb
Eyes rolling like a phoenix down into my chest
Mmm