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Friday, May 28, 2010

Dead Doll Eyes. (comment you thoughts please)

Current mood: uncomfortable

Dead doll eyes are something I have
because of the innosance I can never get back
I have something most girls lack
The ability to twist and turn my sole black

In this darkness deep within my eyes
Can you see the horror and lies
Can you see how Im confined inside
To myself, all alone
darkness and hate
cold as stone

In these dead doll eyes the light was taken
Yes, by suprise
The light is something I lac
Something Im trying so hard just to get back

The light will never be as bright
never like befor
but something a little less than befor
a simple shimmer an nothing more
Enough shimmer where you can see
The truth in me
Of what I used to be
Of what I can
And what I'm trying to be again
You know Its hard
Because of where I've been
What I've been through
But the shimmere is coming to
As these dead doll eyes are fading too
5:42 am - 2 comments - 0 Kudos
Friday, May 28, 2010

"untitled poem" (comment please, let me know what

Current mood: lethargic

The biggest risk a heart can take,
A second chance, it’s there to make.
Turned into three, there can’t be four,
Im gone from your life, if it turns more.

I can’t rule your life for you,
The choice is yours, with what to do.
Though if it comes, please spare me this,
Your love for me cannot exist.

Inside I have, but nothing left,
In times of love, it feels like death.
It’s taken more than I first knew,
I had to give, my strength it’s through.

I’m only human,
Don’t treat me like I’m just a toy.
I hope from now, you’ll think of me,
Through distance, love, brutality.

One life we lead, to walk this land,
At times it’s hard, at times it’s grand.
Mistakes we’ll make, through them we grow,
It’s far too hard to see you go.

If you do care, then I believe,
We’ll make it through, this time to grieve.
And out the other side we’ll go,
Through, thick, through thin, through rain through snow.

The future comes, the past, forgot,
Dishonesty, it starts to rot.
No lies be told, we start as new,
From you to me, from me to you.

One year, it’s down, though not through ease,
one more, we can, we must, I plead.
Please keep these thoughts so you can see,
How much in life, you mean to me.
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