Well...story of my life...love, loss betrayal. Here's a run-down of my relationships so everyone can grasp it. In cronological order.
Ashley B: Dated for a week. She would never talk to me in school and basically neglected me. Now we're bifl's. She broke up with me
Ashley L: Dated for...shit...three hours. Basically used me. Told me to ask her then three hours later she broke up with me saying she didnt "want me to change, cuz she knows I would". FML
Ariana S: This was awesome at the begginng. We dated but ppl made fun of her that she was dating me. I guess a girl that popular and pretty cant go out with a loser like me. She wouldnt talk to me, ignored, walked away. Then when she said she was done taking that shit from those ppl, my best friend told her to break up with me "for my own good." So Ariana did saying "friends come first." But they arent friends...Ariana thinks they are. Well....a new revelation I guess.....apparently I dont know the real reason...her story changes every time i asked her.
Alex B: This was my best. One month. It was the first solid relationship before I found out what she wouldnt tell me. She was a suicidal person who wanted to get high off of everything except drugs. She was in a mental hospital for two weeks before she told me. I couldnt date her...we broke up. Bad mistake. Horrible break up. I went suiccidal...she blamed me for everything.
Denise: Ugh...the worst one ever. Smoking hot...dated for two weeks. After two I decided I couldnt do a long-distance relationship. She told me to loose her number and forget her. She said she'd do the same. I found out why. She was cheating on my the whole time.
Alex B (again): Found out she cleaned up. Two days. She dumped me saying it was too akward. After that I finally figure out she has been using me since I've met her.
Now Im in love with Victoria L and hopefully I can date her. I'd do anything to. She's smart, funny, ecological, not to mention drop dead gorgeous. She has it all. Hopefully I get some luck and she says yes...hopefully..Ill keep everyone updated. Well...Victoria said no, but I found out Kaley (this really cute, funny, artistic, amazing, loveable, hugable, metal girl) likes me. So I asked her and we're together!!! Yay!!! I think that Victoria wasnt the girl for me. We have to many differences. YYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAA BBBBOOOOOOOOOOIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!! FOUND THE ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Her name is Kim she's the best thing thats ever hapened to me!!! Im soooooo fucking happy....I never new love until I met her but now I know what love is...I wanna be with her forever...stoopid fucking marrige laws that make you have to wait till 18...thats sooooooooo dumb...if I won the mega bucks Id buy her the biggest diamond ring and put all of it towards her...I wouldnt even buy myself a guitar...and thats saying a lot lol. Yea Im like sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooo fucking happy with her Im like wooooooooohoooo! lollllzzzzzzzzzzzz Well...found out she cheated and talked shit about me....fucked over again...fuck it
12/4/09 New angel. Her names Ashley F. She's soooo pretty! And soooooooo nice! And adores me! Is their anything better? And she's a redhead! NOTHING BETTER! And she might do stuff which is not at the top of my list but I'll totally take it! Hahaha havent gotten ANY in a while! I cant do a relationship. It's over.
MetalxPyschokid wrote on Jul 6th, 2009 at 11:05am : aww,, I know what itīs like to have shitty relationships.. good luck with Victoria L I hope you 2 get together and have a nice long relationship
Aww...thanks! YEa...I had to pick the one girl who has never had a boyfriend and will never date anyone besides the 2 ppl she has liked in her life. My hopes arent that high tho. You have anybody special???
Hmmm, I don't mean to sound corny or anything, but perhaps looking on the bright sides of the relationships might be best. Even not, I'm pretty sure you've learned something.
Jenneh. wrote on Jul 6th, 2009 at 9:31pm : Hmmm, I don't mean to sound corny or anything, but perhaps looking on the bright sides of the relationships might be best. Even not, I'm pretty sure you've learned something.
Well...I kinda see it as sorta a blessing cuz I can maybe get some of the badness outa the way so if/when I find somebody really special I can know what to do. Plus I can help people cuz you are right, I have learned a lot. And I love being able to help someone and be the behind the scenes helperererer.
josh k114 wrote on Jul 11th, 2009 at 11:33am : good thing kaley cant see that last part
Josh...she has already seen it...I told her to read it cuz she knows most of it but me no want no secrets, plus at the end was stuff about my loves! And it was all like...good and stuffs.
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I hope you 2 get together and have a nice long relationship