It's been a year Lush, can you believe it? In this past year we've lost more then we can get back, yet still, that remains nothing negative. I've seen you go through guys and be ripped to shreds and still you remain resilient. I've seen you taste love and lose youth in the process, I know we both feel as if we're 18, but we aren't. You've witnessed my tests come back negative and other things coming out positive with me. You've whispered sweet obscenities into my ears and followed through with tasteful lies and teasings. Yet through it all, it still feels as pure as the day I met you. I'm still jeleous of the lucky sons of a bitches that you bring home every now and then, and I wish I could be them all the time, but I know it doesn't work that way. We've washed our hands clean more times then I can remember, still, a bright genial smile would always bless our faces as we did so. I've spent more then a good share of my time thinking about you. Love is broken, twisted into something like you.