I hate nightclub women, they are fickle. If they are interested in me, they are only in a drunk way. One girl was constantly complimenting me and seemed to enjoy talking to me. A week or two later she almost ignored me. They seem to be always busy and cannot meet up in the daytime. I don't pester them about it, I just ask once or twice. I'm not sure what it is. Are they shy or are they actually not interested at all despite all the kind remarks? Is my personality so repulsive that they can only maintain their attention to me when they are drunk? There's only a minority that do show real interest and they come rarely.
A girl came up to me and I remembered her from before. She sat down next to me and wanted to talk about a band I might have been harsh in this but I just asked her name to which she replied "Helen", I said "Yeah, I remember you. We've met before". A song came on and I went to head bang. Does it make me so bad when I can remember her and her name yet she cannot remember my name? I know she doesn’t really want to talk to me. I think some people call me a bit snobbish but I would just like the same effort and connection, and the willingness to actually know me. I feel like a stereotypical 14 year old emo complaining about how bad his life is..
And where else can I meet people? I think I might go to church or something to meet women. Lulz.