I just typed over 30 paragraphs in a separate blog.
It closed itself for no. F***ing. Reason.
Screw this, I'm tired.
Lemme summarize what I had written:
"I'm a lonely fat douchebag who has nothing to live for but my marching band that I'll be leaving anyway in a year, and I have hurt a lot of people because of the fact that I'm sick of giving sympathy for people who think I don't need any myself."
God I hate life right now. I hope next football game will be better.