Just recently, I've been getting deeper and deeper into the world of animation. It's hard work, but when it's finished, it makes it all the more worthwhile.
Unfortunately for me though, there seems to be very few UG users who use Flash, which makes me sad, and I think that more and more people should start using it! It's an expensive program, but hey, if you're inclined as such, there are ways of getting around that.
I hope to see a few more users coming round to Flash soon, as it would make me happyface.
You know when you wake up in the morning, and you get that feeling that you have something important to do that day?
I really need to go and see him, it's been so fucking long, and I've missed him a lot. But, as I sit here writing this, I know that everything is going to be OK. Everything will get sorted out, and things will go back to normal.
Everything will be fine.
Except...except they won't. They won't go back to normal at all. Too many things have changed, and too much is different. I mean sure, if I could wave a magic fucking wand and make everything cool again, I probably...no...DEFINITELY would. To bring everything to a standstill, only to be the one to make it run properly again, smoother and better than before. Wouldn't that be cool? Wouldn't that make everyone so much happier?
Life isn't a fairytale. It doesn't improve just because you want it to. You have to work for the things you want in this life, and if you happen to get something you want for free; CHERISH IT. It'll probably be one of the very few things that you get handed to you for nothing.
Sure, they say all the best things in life are free, and yeah, to a point they are. But it's the little things that nobody takes notice of, the seemingly insignificant stuff that you take for granted. THAT's the stuff that keeps this whole charade together. These are the things that ensure smooth running of life and all who ride within her confines.
At the end of the day, you only get one family, one set of real friends. Your life however, is short. And it is unimportant. And it is going to seem like nothing really changes.
But it does. It all changes, several times and not always for the better.
Well, the last few weeks have been a bit weird for me to be honest. I discovered a flaw in my drawing style, which was causing everything to look like shit, no matter how hard, or for how long I worked on it.
Thankfully, that's all over now. I have no idea how I got past this flaw, or what it truly was in the first place, but I'm glad I've gotten past it.
In other news, I was approached by Jay (jetfuel495) a few days back, and asked to join the 'UnofficialUGFTW' tumblr, as kind of artist/contributor. Now, I had no idea this was coming, and when I logged onto UG the other day and saw that I had a new PM, I was like "Hmm, I wonder what this could be?"...
When I saw who it was from, I won't lie...
I was worried.
I've never really had a PM from a mod before, in fact, the only real time I've had any contact with any mod was back in the Meebo days, when I used to chat to Nelsean quite regularly (Kinda miss that, dude is awesome).
So, tentatively I opened the PM, and as they say, the rest is history.
I'll try my hardest to make the Tumblr page look pretty, I'll be posting new art every other day or so (If that's ok with the other guys), and I'll do my best to make you guys and girls happy.
Just lately, I've been trying my fucking hardest to think of things to animate, but it's not as easy as you'd think. It's the same with my music, I play a few things, fuck about for a while, get bored and turn everything off.
I just wish I had some inspiration...anything would be a god damn blessing right now.