Apathy is really the downfall of any person. Kurt Cobain is all about apathy and look what happened to him. Apathy is something you use as a last resort in most cases. It just doesn't work that way. Even though I am a big Cobain/ Nirvana fan, I would never fashion my life style after his. Apathy is so very bad. Anyone who is overcome with apathy doesn't care about anything and doesn't care what happens at all. Especially when that person is the head of a house hold. The house hold falls apart. If someone has a big problem, most would be very reserved about it and just forget about it. If it is big enough then it WILL come back to bite you in the ass. And you will have to learn the hard way that apathy is just not the answer. If you are apathetic, most of the time, you get involved in drugs and alchohal and it becomes your answer to all of life's problems. You cannot just run away from your problems because again it will come back to bite you in the ass. It may seem like a good idea to run now, but it is for the better (no matter what) the circumstance is. Apathy for me has gotten me no where. My grades are lower, I have overcome my "forgotton" depression because of it. I have learned the hard way that apathy doesn't work and I just thought I would write something down to give some people who are reading this advice. Thanks for taking the time for reading this. I appreciate it!
This is a story I wrote for my marketing class..enjoy!
“The
Phoenix”
Dave
opened his eyes in excitement at 6:00 am
to realize it was that special time of the year once again, Christmas. He
quickly got up out of bed and rushed to his parent’s door. He pounded furiously
at the locked door, until his parents woke up. His dad answered the door still
sleepy eyed. His dad told him to wait on the bed so he could “check” to see if
the presents were there. Dave quickly jumped on the bed with his mother and
waited for his father’s return. After about a minute or so his dad gave him the
call and Dave ran into the living room to see the gleaming plastic in the fan’s
light. It was something he had dreamed numerous nights of and just stayed awake
for hours on end thinking about it. Underneath the Christmas tree was a shiny,
new B.C. Rich Warlock guitar. His parents had said they couldn’t afford it that
year because “money was so tight.” Dave did not even see any of his other
gifts. He just ripped the box open and plugged it into the new Roland amp and
began to play. The first great note he played was an open E. It was a new light
to him. One he had never even realized. It was like he had an unusual power
now. It seemed so unreal because he had actually made that note happen and the
realization of this just led him to play more and more. For hours on end he
would play this guitar, never even thinking once about putting it down. He
often dreamed of being a great rock star, but he knew it was an unrealistic
dream. His father and mother had owned a music store that sold CD’s. It was
called CasualtyMusicCenter. They sold every type of
music that one could imagine. It was the only one in the community, so it had a
fairly good monopoly in the small town where they resided. His parents would
always give him old CD’s from the store that no one had bought. He saved up
many, many CD’s and he would trade them for money at a local guitar shop that
also sold some CD’s. He would get 5 dollars for every CD that he brought in.
Dave kept bringing in more and more CD’s and earning more money. He finally
saved up enough up for the acoustic guitar in the store window that he had
adored forever. His grandfather lived with his family and he had always played
acoustic guitar when Dave was a baby, but his grandfather had long lost his
guitar. Someone had stolen it. Dave walked up to the counter and brightly
looked up at the cashier and said, “Can I have the guitar in the window.” The
cashier replied positively and Dave had obtained an acoustic guitar. He walked
home with a swagger in his step that had not been there before. Dave kept
looking over his shoulder trying to spot someone that might want to strip him
of his new joy. He brought it home and immediately started playing it. He loved
the sound. It was so stripped down and raw, it was the kind of music that was
not in the mainstream at the time. It was very different.
Years
later, when Dave had plunged so deep into the acoustic and rock music he no
longer felt that school was needed and he dropped out in the 11th
grade. It was just him and music. That’s all that really mattered to him. Dave
had become a skilled guitarist in all types of genres. His decision to drop out
of school was not very much enjoyed by his parents. They gave him 2 options,
either get a job or get out. He got a job. During football games and other
sporting events, he would stand outside of the stadium with his amp and his
acoustic guitar singing every song that he knows. He had a hat that people
could put tips into. Many people did. The reason Dave played many sporting
events for money was that because he had been fired from every other job he
ever had. He couldn’t stand the 9 to 5
job life style. When asked why he could never keep a regular job he would just
reply “I go anywhere the wind blows,” stealing a line from Queen’s “Bohemian
Rhapsody”. He had a band that he would
often do other gigs with that would supply him with a little more spending
money. He blew all his money on acoustic CD’s. His band was obviously an
acoustic band with him as the front man. Dave would play guitar and sing. It
was all he knew how to do and he was good at it. One night Dave was playing a
gig at a well known Tavern called Bart’s. The atmosphere of this gig was
different from the others. Dave could just feel it. He didn’t know what was
going to happen, but he knew SOMETHING was going to happen. After a moving
performance, he was approached by a man wearing all black. The man told Dave to
come with him. Dave followed him out of the door and they walked to a nearby
bar. The man bought him a drink and started to make small talk. Such as the
classic “How is the weather” stuff. Dave was very wary of the man and just
played along with what he said. After a long “weather” chat, the man in black
finally said, “My name is Zakk Satriani. I would like to offer you and your
band a record contract.” Dave could not believe what he was hearing. He had
only played gigs because he loved it. He never intended to go anywhere with his
music. His childhood dream of being a big rock star came rushing back to him.
Dave quickly said yes and the man almost magically pulled a contract out of his
jacket and said, “Sign here.”
Dave quickly grabbed a pen and
signed the paper like John Hancock.
After
much negotiating and recording the band was ready to put out its first single.
The single was the be called “Be As You Are”, an original acoustic song about
how much life can hurt sometimes, but you have to be as you are to survive and
not to try to be someone you’re not because it will just make life harder.
Unexpectedly, the day of its debut world wide, the album sold like wild fire.
It was almost like the instant success of Nirvana with their “Smells Like Teen
Spirit” single. Dave had written the entire album. It was obviously an all acoustic
album. The album was called “Downer.” It was stripped down and raw. Mainstream
music was being turned upside down by the overnight sensation that was Moksha,
Dave band’s “Downer” had knocked off Michael Jackson’s “Thriller” off of the
number 1 spot on the Billboard Charts. The new type of music from Dave was just
so different for everything else in the mainstream at the time, it garnered it
own name, Rawd. Dave was so ecstatic about his instant success. To top it all
off Moksha was scheduled to debut on the VMA’s in a couple of days. He could
not comprehend the thousands of people who wanted to be exactly like him. The
thousands of people learning his guitar riffs and songs, learning to be like
him. It was both creepy and perfect, it was mind-boggling. After the VMA’s he
toured the world and released many more albums only to be inducted into the
Rock N’ Roll hall of fame. As he stood there on the stage about to receive his award,
his whole life flashed before his eyes. He could see himself playing guitar at
the football games and his old classmates coming by would laugh at him calling
him a nobody. As he came back to the real world, he just scoffed at those
people. He wanted to say well look at me now. It was very satisfying for Dave.
He had sold over 30 million records worldwide.
Many
years later after tours and records and world-wide fame, Dave sat there on his
front porch swing thinking about his life and how good it had been. Everything
just seemed so perfect. He had inherited his parent’s store after they died. He
was the only one that worked there and he was happy doing it. When a customer
would come in and ask hey are you the Moksha guy. Dave would reply yes and
gladly give them an autograph. He had lived the perfect life and music was the
only thing he had ever loved and he had ever known.
So I really don't know which one to do. I like to learn riffs from songs because (like all guitarist) it gives me a buzz when I play a song that I have listened to. But some people think that this is a waste of time. Randy Rhodes once said,"Why should a learn anybody else's riffs, what am I gonna do with them,". I think that learning some riffs are a really good way to learn form. If you keep learning the same difficulty of songs and never challenge yourself then you will never become a better guitarist. If you do challenge yourself though, you can become alot better than just by practicing a few finger excersizes. Yes, they are helpful, but they are just really boring. A riff gives you all of the excersize you need (as long as its a good difficulty) and plus you learned to a new song to show off to people. Some people like a good mix of both, but I guess it's all just personal preference.
I got this really cool program the other day called sony acid pro or something like that and I got really inspired to write some music. Acid is a music "producing" software where you can record and edit different portions of a song. I don't have a drum set so im gonna have to get some type of drum kit.. program thingy.. or I could just set up my Rock Band Drum set to the computer. that could work.. Anyway... song writing can be really easy and really hard sometimes. I've found that if you learn more songs...(on the guitar) then that gives you more material and creativity. I currently do not know much music theory but I am learning .. and you really dont need to know music theory to write music.. and by music i mean ALL of it guitar, drums, bass, keyboard, and lyrics. The music is the most important part and then the lyrics are next. Cobain said that and he was a good song writer. ummmm lyrics for me just come very naturally. They don't always have to ryhme but for the hook it has to...(most of the time)... In my opinion the chorus of the song makes or breaks it because if you have a catchy chorus then it will get stuck in some ones head and then that person will start singing it and then some one else will hear it and then so on and so on until it gains world domination! haha ok that was a little over the top but whatever...so yeah ive just been doin covers of songs lately if no one has seen my mp3's yet. so far i've done a cover of "Smells Like Teen Spirit" and "Face Down" .. I hope to do another cover of another song here soon so i can use my Acid.. Ill probably do Learn to Fly maybe... so anyway back to the topic of songwriting.. Songwriting can be very easy or very hard... I read a book on songwriting and in the book the author says that when you become a song writer you start to notice things around you that other people wouldn't notice. such as the one odd brown leaf in a mountain of green leaves or the longest blade of grass in all of them. When you are a songwriter you look for inspiration in everything and you really find out who you really are. Inspiration is the key to songwriting.. If you have no inspiration whether it be a divorce or just a day you had at school. You cannot write a meaningful song without inspiration. Like Solja Boy, look at him, he gives Rap a really bad name.. yes his songs are catchy but his songs just exasperate the Rap sterotype of cars, money, and hoes. I'm not a fan of Rap and i personally can't stand it but there are alot of good songwriters in Rap. And you really don't need a meaningful song to sell records either you just need a song (album) that people like to listen to. So thats pretty much it for this little rant.. im tired and im going to bed... peace
Most of the music I listen to is really classic rock, modern rock, the occasional pop song.. I don't really like screamo. I just don't see the point in it. You scream your balls off for what? When people usually scream they do it for emphasis.. What is there to emphasize if your screaming the entire song. And has anyone noticed that the drums in like all slayer songs have the same drum beat. I don't know maybe they don't but thats just what I think. I really like the Foo Fighters because their music is very diverse. Some of it is really chill like On The Mend and some of it is the kinda Post-Grunge stuff like DOA. I find that Dave Grohl is a very talented musician and can do alot. He wrote and played all the music on the Foo Fighters first album and he wrote and played all of the instruments on his project Probot. It really shows how much his musical influence comes from Kurt. The Foo Fighters first album could be mistaken for a Nirvana record. ( that is if the vocals were a little different of course.) Any way back to the topic of music. I really like some chill stuff too. Kenny Chesney is at the top of my list as far as chill music goes. Second would definately be Andy Mckee. and maybe some Buffett. Those are the only artists I really listen to outside rock music. I mean I might listen to some other songs but thats uncommon for me. I have been listening to alot of Skid Row and Bullet for My Valentine Latley. I think they are both really good. I just got both of their albums. Its pretty good but I really like 30 seconds to Mars the dudes voice is sick. Let's see... I like alot of 80's hair metal also. My favorite metal band of all time is Metallica. and i don't think that they sold out anything! So basically I guess thats it... alright Peace