Will you fall back down? Will you try to get up again? And I try to turn your frown upside down And help you believe that it's okay Will we find a new day? Will you find a better way to deal?
If I had to wish you well I would rather help you Find another way to live For today
Don't get lost in the shed Wear you store all your dread Don't forget all the good before The damned pain returns I'll be here either way If you're left in the shade
Well now you're feeling worthless If only your dreams are sparred and stayed Take your time, you don't need to hurry To take a breather from the world And just take a break
If I had to wish you well If I had to live another day I would take your hand again for tomorrow To show you another way to live For today
Black drugs made you drown tonight See things fall below the last court Still feel the voices speaking inside Still see the tears in your eyes
I hate my thinking And all my feeling I hate this landscape Of icicles and glacial skies I hate my body The waste of living If I don't want to stay When did I begin to feel so old?
That voice has got me down tonight The last cuts aren't healing and they hurt You're just a plastic girl alive Washed down reality with a star
I hate my thinking And all my feeling I hate this landscape Of icicles and glaciers I hate my body There's no more reason I'd rather hang myself I'm not coming home
You used to drag onto never ends You used to drag on a different joy Scared and scarred with blistered cuts A little room for restless love
But we forgot The day you saved the shame And you forever stayed Desolate and free Wherever you are
Somewhere You've become A star known for your smile
A hidden diary you cannot find A hidden life that cannot shine Mixed with passion and thrown into The waves of light, thin air
May the king of the lame Be made into gold He's just a sad machine This is how he'll stay Put it all onto me Desolate and free
You used to drag onto never ends But it's unclear if you're gonna stay It's useless if you're lonely and cold When happiness is never reborn
Are you giving up? Are you giving in? To see your sadness scene You'll forever stay Another star to me Lost in lies with truth Lost inside your wounds Desolate and free Desolate and free
Was this lie A way to stay away from the edge Bottle of pills, to take control As these thoughts seep through
With both eyes closed Or opened wide I took the pictures and spread them across the walls With painted figures dressed in black They don't need to speak in excess She's only trying to watch as he slips into This last step without coming back
I was tracing the circles with my finger Take me home, take me to the end with you Maybe I could just let this breath fall to pieces These are the thoughts when I'm alone There's nothing left to hold on When you have nothing else inside Well what were we fighting for In the first place?
With both eyes closed Or opened wide I've been chasing this feeling of security For far too long If you take me to the end with you I'll have everything to hold on to
With both eyes closed Or opened wide I figured that we were just holding back Ourselves, from the beginning of this life These figures are pointing at her Because she won't help him come undone Because she's still scared and helpless Take me to the end with you So I can find your voice again
What did you say? She spoke again We held down her heart with words Choked as she bled on me
I felt like a blind god Leading them into the woods beyond What the fuck was the cause What was your reason To die It's not fair, it's not fair They said in the silence
Let this cage fall apart Draped in poison This water was laced with crime A bullet into the head is lost Don't speak a word They keep her head under the water
It's not fair, it's not fair To leave us on the hills It's not fair, it's not fair To tally all the kills If words could break you If only words could break you Don't speak a word All you need is to stare and listen Don't speak Don't speak Don't speak It's not fair What the fuck was the reason It's fair It's fair It's fair to let them down again
