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Sunday, June 05, 2011

Wish You Well

Will you fall back down?
Will you try to get up again?
And I try to turn your frown upside down
And help you believe that it's okay
Will we find a new day?
Will you find a better way to deal?

If I had to wish you well
I would rather help you
Find another way to live
For today

Don't get lost in the shed
Wear you store all your dread
Don't forget all the good before
The damned pain returns
I'll be here either way
If you're left in the shade

Well now you're feeling worthless
If only your dreams are sparred and stayed
Take your time, you don't need to hurry
To take a breather from the world
And just take a break

If I had to wish you well
If I had to live another day
I would take your hand again for tomorrow
To show you another way to live
For today

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Sunday, June 05, 2011

Loser

Black drugs made you drown tonight
See things fall below the last court
Still feel the voices speaking inside
Still see the tears in your eyes

I hate my thinking
And all my feeling
I hate this landscape
Of icicles and glacial skies
I hate my body
The waste of living
If I don't want to stay
When did I begin to feel so old?

That voice has got me down tonight
The last cuts aren't healing and they hurt
You're just a plastic girl alive
Washed down reality with a star

I hate my thinking
And all my feeling
I hate this landscape
Of icicles and glaciers
I hate my body
There's no more reason
I'd rather hang myself
I'm not coming home

My name is nothing
And I've become so old



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Saturday, June 04, 2011

Desolate and free

You used to drag onto never ends
You used to drag on a different joy
Scared and scarred with blistered cuts
A little room for restless love

But we forgot
The day you saved the shame
And you forever stayed
Desolate and free
Wherever you are

Somewhere
You've become
A star known for your smile

A hidden diary you cannot find
A hidden life that cannot shine
Mixed with passion and thrown into
The waves of light, thin air

May the king of the lame
Be made into gold
He's just a sad machine
This is how he'll stay
Put it all onto me
Desolate and free

You used to drag onto never ends
But it's unclear if you're gonna stay
It's useless if you're lonely and cold
When happiness is never reborn

Are you giving up?
Are you giving in?
To see your sadness scene
You'll forever stay
Another star to me
Lost in lies with truth
Lost inside your wounds
Desolate and free
Desolate and free


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Saturday, June 04, 2011

Justified

Why don't memories ever last?
When the emptiness fills with glass
Nothing to catch your breeze
These words might make me leave

There's no one, there's no one
There's no one for me
I'm so scared of forever
So it's nowhere I'll stay
Only me

Loving makes me sick
Or is it just the way I want to die?
Living makes me hate
How you can all still stay happy

Nowhere, nowhere
Nowhere's for me
Nothing is forever
So you should never trust me
Trust me

Whether you can stand to breathe
There's nothing left for you
No matter what you burn
No matter what I've done
Doesn't matter if I run



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Saturday, June 04, 2011

Safety In the Mantlefield

Was this lie
A way to stay away from the edge
Bottle of pills, to take control
As these thoughts seep through

With both eyes closed
Or opened wide
I took the pictures and spread them across the walls
With painted figures dressed in black
They don't need to speak in excess
She's only trying to watch as he slips into
This last step without coming back

I was tracing the circles with my finger
Take me home, take me to the end with you
Maybe I could just let this breath fall to pieces
These are the thoughts when I'm alone
There's nothing left to hold on
When you have nothing else inside
Well what were we fighting for
In the first place?

With both eyes closed
Or opened wide
I've been chasing this feeling of security
For far too long
If you take me to the end with you
I'll have everything to hold on to

With both eyes closed
Or opened wide
I figured that we were just holding back
Ourselves, from the beginning of this life
These figures are pointing at her
Because she won't help him come undone
Because she's still scared and helpless
Take me to the end with you
So I can find your voice again

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Friday, May 06, 2011

En El Oso

Never wanted to be left with this
I tried hard to have a heart
I wrote a letter just to deal with bliss
A choked on the lost love

Well when you try to turnaround
On me
Well if you try to turnaround
I'll just leave

I never wanted to be all alone
No place to call my home
I put my hand upon the broken vase
To help fix the problem

Well when you try to turnaround
On me
Well if you try to turnaround
I'll just leave

The water spring
The water leaves me to rest
The water's ring
The water cleans, it hurts like hell

Well when you try to turnaround
On me
Well if you try to turnaround
Don't leave me
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Thursday, April 28, 2011

Lewis

Strung out again
Think I'll take and take from him
It's fun to watch em crawl
It's fun to have it all
And wash it away, try to stay

Lewis
Show us

The syringe won't fit
Maybe the veins are just too slick
A hundred cells lack oxygen
A watermark on those who lost it all to stay

Lewis
Share with us your pain
You'll only get worse
You'll only drown

It's not our fault
We just never understood what you wanted
Said that whore could leave
Said she left with everything but him

He says it's the best, the best, the best damn thing he's ever had
He says it's the best, the best, the best damn dream he's ever had

Oh, Lewis
You gave your heart to millions
Oh, Lewis
It's no wonder you had to burn out
But would you rather have faded away?

Well I'll tell you
It's the best, the best, the best damn thing I've ever had
It's the best, the best, the best damn thing I never had
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Thursday, April 28, 2011

Aquarium Syringe

Fate, you're driving me insane
I gave up everyday
Instead of holding on
You push me down
A break, I think I need a break
I'm sick of all the pain
To love, to give support
My heart is numb

Wait until I fall asleep
Can't hear what does not beat
It's been gone for days
Can't you tell?
It starts to lick and twitch
I start to hate that bitch
Just too ungrateful, so
My heart grows numb

How have they died?
We gave them everything
My eyes, they're blind
I won't laugh again
They'll never stay
They'll never stay cause I want everything

Stuck, stuck in too much sun
He doesn't speak, he's dumb
But when this high runs out
You're alone
Run, try to have some fun
I blew it all on guns
It's just a waste of time
To heal what's numb







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Thursday, April 28, 2011

A Little's Enough

You live in a swirl of iron rust
To hold a piece in your own world where love is sin
Nothing in this system is flowing still
Feel a little piece of heaven to drown your grin

It must feel soft
When you fall to the ground this time
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Tuesday, March 29, 2011

With One Spark

What did you say?
She spoke again
We held down her heart with words
Choked as she bled on me

I felt like a blind god
Leading them into the woods beyond
What the fuck was the cause
What was your reason
To die
It's not fair, it's not fair
They said in the silence

Let this cage fall apart
Draped in poison
This water was laced with crime
A bullet into the head is lost
Don't speak a word
They keep her head under the water

It's not fair, it's not fair
To leave us on the hills
It's not fair, it's not fair
To tally all the kills
If words could break you
If only words could break you
Don't speak a word
All you need is to stare and listen
Don't speak
Don't speak
Don't speak
It's not fair
What the fuck was the reason
It's fair
It's fair
It's fair to let them down again
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