Nickelbitch

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Well I left school broken heart, but open minded.
Not exactly sure, what do to with my life.
Still not sure, Still not sure.
And so I left what I loved and packed my bags up,
Not exactly sure where I was going to go.
Still not sure, I don think I’ll ever be quite sure.

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And I thought that I’d never be free ,
I’m still not sure if I’ll ever be.
And I thought that’d never be me,
But I’ll wait until, wait until, things get easier to see.

Well I thought busking in the streets might get me somewhere,
Not exactly sure how, when nobody wants to hear.
still not sure, still not sure
and kicking stones into the water didn’t do much,
I’m not exactly sure how the ripple was going to help.
still not sure, still not sure

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And I thought that I’d never be free ,
I’m still not sure if I’ll ever be.
And I thought that’d never be me,
But I’ll wait until, wait until, things get easier to see.


And I thought that I’d never be free ,
I’m still not sure if I’ll ever be.

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And I thought that I’d never be free,
I’m still not sure if I’ll ever be.
And I thought that’d never be me,
But I’ll wait until, wait until, things get easier to see.

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When did I last dream about escape, so long I don't remember.
Oh but time was never really a factor,
And in this dark solitude I hold on to whatever I can grasp.
If it's you, oh god, I, I hope it can't be you, no it can't be you.

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And these wings I made don't fly away,
What am i to do.
Would they fly I really wanted them to.
And the smell of pine never really lost its scent, my comfort.
And my company comes once a week with flowers and tears.

Trying to push up with hands I used to have and arms not there.
Wishing i had lungs that could suffocate in here, and free me.
In the life I had, I, I knew who you were and I chose to forget.
Now your the only thing I have, but, but it can't be you...

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And these wings I made don't fly away,
What am i to do.
Would they fly I really wanted them to.
And the smell of pine never really lost its scent, my comfort.
And my company comes once a week with flowers and tears.

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Is there impermanence, hanging in the air?
With 3 words you change my mind and the rest i just dont care for.

I can feel you, taste you in the air,
I'm so near you, but how long could you be there?

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I don't want to have to say goodbye again,
It's been 5 days and I'm lost without that voice of yours,
Though you take my thoughts and spin them round on me.
What would I do without you here, without you here.
What would I do without you here, without you here.

Yeah there's been rough times but we've been there and back.
With those 3 words, I know that you'll confuse me some more.

But I dont mind, 'cause I confuse you too.
It will unwind, and you will pull us through.

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I dont want to have to say goodbye again,
It's been 5 days and I'm lost without that voice of yours
Though you take my thoughts and spin them round on me.
What would I do without you here, without you here.
What would I do without you here, without you here.

Sometimes this twisted love, really isn't easy.
It doesnt help that you can't see all that.
Is ignorance our bliss in those situations
But i gotta say...

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I dont want to have to say goodbye again,
its been 5 days and i'm lost without that voice of yours
though you take my thoughts and spin them round on me.
what would i do without you here, without you here.
what would i do without you here, without you here.