Forgiveness is a somber subject. It's not just something you can jovially discuss. Obviously, the rule "forgive and forget" generally comes into play whenever forgiveness comes up. But is there an exception? Is there ever an exception? Is there a reason to not forgive?
I don't have the answers to these questions.
But don't you just get so freaking angry when people don't understand how hard it is for you to forgive certain people? "I went through the same thing and I forgave people". Good for you. You're not me.
I have a problem with forgiveness. Well...that's not really true. I have a problem with four or five people and forgiving them. But I don't want to talk about why. I don't want sympathy, I just want people to understand: I can't forgive certain people! Deal with it!
Forgiveness kind of goes hand in hand with the Art of Balance, or what I call the Art of Balance. It's what I call the juggling act in life between happiness and peace-keeping. You have to sacrifice a little part of yourself by forgiving people. But forgiveness is a double-edged blade. You're unhappy about forgiving people, but unhappy if you don't. Damned if you do, damned if you don't.
Confused? So am I. Life is the Art of Confusion. Have you ever had one of those days where everything's going right, but yet your relationships feel so...wrong? How is it that one day, somebody can be your friend, but the next, avoid talking to you? I don't understand. What did we ever do, right? I'm beyond confused. I don't understand people anymore, and I'm tempted to let go and not try.
These days, I take solace in heavy metal (what else is new?). And to be honest with you, heavy metal is perfectly describing how I feel these days. Aggressive, confused and hypocritical.
I like to think my blogs are unusual because they like to give you the answers to life's problems. But not today. Today my blog is average, because I'm describing what I don't understand. If you get it and feel like sharing, please do. I am confused.
so.. i think i figured it out...
you care to much :P lol
be like me and not give a damn either way...
life is good when you just dont care
watch the movie office space...
thats pretty muc how i feel lol
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