I'm not entirely sure what prompted me to write this. But I did. Just some random tidbits about me..
-I have very low self-esteem, and I'm quite stubborn about it. No matter how much you try to tell me otherwise, I will always secretly believe that I'm ugly and worthless.
-I'm a bit of a perfectionist; I'm terrified of failing, be it in college, relationships, or anything else.
-I'm always afraid that the people I love will abandon me at any given time.
-I never show anyone the songs I write. I believe it's all complete shit.
-I agonize over songs and papers until I deem them "perfect."
-I'm rather shy in person. It takes me a while to warm up to people. There's a select few people that have seen the real me.
-I'm socially awkward. You have no idea how tough it is for me to go up and meet new people, even though I love doing so.
-I fall for people too hard and too often. I seek affection because I want to believe that someone thinks I'm worth it when I sure as hell do not.
-I'm a naturally depressed person, but I usually try my best to hide it because I don't want people to worry about me.
-I'm a bitch. I try to hide it because I hate the fact that I am, but it usually comes boiling out when I'm mad or hurt.
-I make fun of the typical blonde college girls that I see on campus, but I secretly envy them. I'd give one of my kidneys to be that confident.
-I fear that I'll die alone in the world and promptly be forgotten.
-I'm the most modest person you'll ever meet. I don't see myself as anything other than average.
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