one of my close friends died in iraq, i went to his funeral and i am having a really hard time with it because sincei have been at an away school (high school and then breklee) i have lost 3 friends... it sucks and i am not handeling it well
I am sorry for you loss. It's alright man. It's OK to feel the way you do. Having been to Iraq twice I can say that I have lost some friends too. The best thing you can do is to remeber them and honor them. If you are feeling the way you are, imagine how your buddies family is feeling. Talk to them. Ask them if they need any help with anything. There may be a way that you and they can mutualy work things out. All in all, the best way to deal with grief is through communication. Usually through a friend but someone who will seriously listen to you and can empathize with you is key. Good luck and I hope you come to terms with this.