Do something about it! Quite a common saying I find. If you really want something you'd be prepared to work for it yes? I think its given that not everything comes to you on a plate. But what if you want something soo bad but your not prepared to fight for it, to work for it? Does that mean that you really don't want it? See the problem I've got is that I dont necessary believe everything is obtainable no matter how hard you work. My weight has been a problem not just for me but for other people as well..(most notably my ex girlfriend) I struggle to maintain weight and i very much struggle to put weight on. I could eat shit...for weeks and still b 8 and a half stone.. For a 22 year old guy whos is 5 foot 8...thats not good. I am tryin to do something about it...but i guess i cant be bothered to...I always put the gym off...and prefer to sit doing nothin..just thinking..or sleeping...I'm always tired..ive got no proper disires no proper goals..and no plans to get there.
I feel depressed alot of the time...i hide alot of my emotions..everyone thinks im ok...everyone thinks i am happy..but im not..i really am not..I'm worried ive got such an uncertain future...Half the grad jobs r already gone..and I am nothin special in comparison to other graduates. I am going to have to fight for employment as I have a 7k loan to pay off which I have used to fund my masters degree. Yeh a masters sounds great don't it...altho it isnt going to give me the advantages I'd like it to. So until I have something sorted out I am always going to be worried.
I guess hiding how I feel isn't a good thing...I struggle to say what I'm thinking to people when they ask..i cant put it in words. Confidence is at an all time low I feel I cannot achieve anything I warrent as important...Creatively I can't write toffee...this has gone on for months now..i just have no disire ...no passion anymore...i just sit and mop in my crapness..
I dont mean to complain so people can read this and go...its ok ull pick it up it will get better, I know that already I'm just getting my thoughts out in print so there out of my head...I might buy a diary lol instead of on here but I spose if people should reald this they can give some input and different alternatives to situations.
Went through a lot of the same feelings recently. Lack of motivation and no desire to do anything. High level of stress and just a nasty attitude. Weight is a huge issue with poeple these days. I just say watch what your eating. Dont smash on junk food. Thats a ton of empty calories and won't help much. Try to eat good meals that are well balanced. Even if everything is not good for you. I also started taking a multi vitamin daily. Plus I take some vitamin B12 for energy. If you want extra info just message me sometime. Hang in there through the tough days man. Everyone has them.
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