Well its 2:43am as i write this...im slightly fucked but that is besides the point..the point is....i dont feel the buzz that is the new year...i mean whoop de do...its 2009...another year older...another year of mystery. Sometimes i wish i could go back in time. I miss being 10, having a christmas of randomness, a christmas full of being a kid..not having any responsilbities, being able to play and have fun constantly. those times are long gone..im 22 years oild..bout to hit the real world with a bang...proper wages...paying off debt...proper job...proper living..thats what 2009 has instore for me...no more do lalling aound at uni, this is my last year of freedom...all my hard work...all the effort i have made for the last...i dunno...17 years at schoo...at college...at uni, all comes together now..this is where i find out how i contribute to society...how i fit in...the life i am going to lead. 2009 is going to be an important year for me since it is going to decide my whole life so its not a year to take lightly...anyway...sleep times r waiting...
happy new year people...hope you all have a gudden