(intro/vers) It spoke to me in my dreams, it Said go cure your mind but I don't have enough time, I fell for it again and I've gone blind.
I should have known from the start, judging by the look into your eyes, there was something strange about the touch of your hands.
You told me all bout your sins but not about the instability that lies under your skin. As it spoke to me it also spoke to you, I have to cure my mind and so do you!
(melodisk ref) I can't believe what you're telling me. I speak with a wall, that says so much, It's dead to me but It's still alive, still alive and it won't budge. My mind is raped by the, the thousand shards, shot out of a broken heart, you are the puzzle that I could not solve, the rest of the story, remains untold.
You are so fine but you sure are insane, I still haven't figured out the reason, I got nothing to blame.
Did I uncover something you were afraid of? Something that from the inside took control over you?
You can't deny the emotion that your heart pumped thru. Don't tell my to go away, I still got some shit to say.
I can't believe what you're telling me. I speak with a wall, that says so much, It's dead to me but It's still alive, still alive and it won't budge. My mind is raped by the, the thousand shards, shot out of a broken heart, you are the puzzle that I could not solve, the rest of the story, remains untold.
(lugnar ner sig o byggs upp mot slutet av bryggan, rapp) Don't tell me that this is the end, this bitter sweet love for you that I've got, the thing for which I've fought, all the late night time spent, hearts tumbling end over end. And then you to me send these mixed signals again, how can you have replaced this fraud with your true self? You were the sweetest my friend but then you asked about the kisses and length on top of my bed. Things you shouldn't have said. now I get it, you are ashamed of yourself, never been loved, shit It's gonna be hard to let go of yo. Insecure just like myself, but the schizo tendencies was what really were surprising me. You were really after me, more that I've ever could have been, you leave me confused once again, for the last time. I'll probably never know who you actually are but you're still so Damn fine.
(Under det instrumentala på början av varje del)
Take a look in the mirror before you judge someone!
I knew this was doomed to fail, what else!?
(som introt under det lugna) Oh, don't be so defending when you are contradicting yo self!
(melodisk ref) I can't believe what you're telling me. I speak with a wall, that says so much, It's dead to me but It's still alive, still alive and it won't budge. My mind is raped by the, the thousand shards, shot out of a broken heart, you are the puzzle that I could not solve, the rest of the story, remains untold.
Why are you so damn perfect? It can't be what it seems to be. How can everything be so flawless, automated? I gotta be trapped inside a dream. I am scared, of what? I am waiting for the power outage, shutting off the machine. The things I see, walls of numbers. I am getting numb, everything is slowing down, the mechanisms are coming to a stop, Breaking It's stride. Waiting for my body to drop, so close yet so far. I'm waking up, seeing myself from above. Then I snap back. My Brain is burning, this feeling is kinda whacked, disbodiment.
Throw a stone into the sea, the ripples created aren't real. The adrenaline you feel, it ain't real. The family you have, it never was real, never anything it will mean. Look around, you'll see, It's too perfect to be.
Everything is fluid again, it can't be, to perfect too be me, too perfect too be he, too perfect to be she. Am I the only one to see? We have to be living in a dream, dying to rip up the seams so we can escape outta this so called reality, become free.
The feelings forever stay.
They are dead memories.
I thought about leaving it all behind.
To forget it, erase it.
Maybe I won't, maybe I may.
The feelings forever stay.
Maybe I will be only be a memory,
I'll go to sleep, so they finally will stop stabbing, you see,
The dead memories are haunting me.
You will probably hear a whisper, from the tree, of
a twinned noose of agony.
We will be sharing our own dead memory, after these years I hope you still will love me.
Count the days, light the candle, count the days that I have been away.
I don't what you have there, It's a mystery, now I smirk, how sweet, you're in misery.
Vers
What goes on in your mind is a mystery to me. I gave you my trust, this precious gift, that you discarded like trash. Was this in your nature, or was it me? I can't believe you had me, you made this mask, I can't recognize you like that.
Ref
what made you rip the bond that we tied up for so long? You ain't what you used to be, you asshole, I can't believe, what you did to me. Change, your friends to your foes they, surround you just look around. Why did I even trust you for so long?
Vers
Your mouth is opening but I can't hear a word you're saying. The sounds you're making, stinging, again and again. Again you claim loyalty, You had ripped the bond already back then.
Ref
what made you rip the bond that we tied up for so long? You ain't what you used to be, you asshole, I can't believe, what you did to me. Change, your friends to your foes they, surround you just look around. Why did I even trust you for so long?
Bridge/rap
One minute you say this, next minute say you're all that Treatin girls the wrong way, the way your momma didn't show ya. You have no clue how much rage is pointed at you , you'll realize when It's all ova. You said you were down Waiting for the payback, I wanna smack that frown. Feeling how your decisions are tormenting, you! You see, I ain't down with the sympathy I am remembering your love that you were strunging out on me. You wipe me under the rug Just so you can step on my spine Well I'm gonna get mine! I'm gonna get miiine!
(Heavy)
The pain you inflicted reminds me off, I'm gonna get mine The days that were wasted because of you, Were gonna get ours Under the rug with a broken spine you'll find me, I'm gonna get mine I'd like to rearrange your face Were gonna get ours I'm gonna get mine - please don't make me x2 Give me back the time you took from me x3
outro/chill
You put on your mask and were deceiving me. Why me. You're so sweet but deceiving me. Karma is a bitch, wait for it, you'll see.
Vers I served, you my heart On a silver plate, you took a bite and threw it away. All the love I gave ya, I want it back
Why, did I, open myself up I know just how you think, I'm just this dirty downie Why did I think you could ever be mine
Girl I know, you're the one in control but you do not know, That I can't let go. You and I, we could have been, but you said NO.
REF Yea, You don't remember, what you said to me. You don't remember, how you wanted your love to be. Because you, chose, none.
So I, fell apart You and I , when should have never start. There came a third part, After all the love I gave ya,
Girl I know, that you're in control, I cannot let you go. Girl I know, You chose the wrong way. So I faded away, I faded away.
Ref
Brygga Girl, what Do you see in him? You did it to yourself. Girl you bring me, a feeling I've never felt.
Mellan-8 Build up He wanted to fuck You wanted love , He wanted to fuck He wanted to fuck, You wanted love He didn't give you love, I did but you didn't give- - Scream Give it, just give it baaack Girl you know. You turned your , you turned your back Girl my heart is sore Fuck him, fuck you, fuck mee
You chose the wrong guy.. Soft The wrong guy.
Girl you know, you chose the wrong way to go You have no love left. I faded away Faded I faded away. You just don't get it
This is pretty much about how me and my ex-girl liked each other but we had this bad tension between us. Then we parted ways and we will probably never talk to each other again but I still miss her in a way.
ELECTRICAL LOBOTOMY
The bare thought of you rattles my bones, You shattered my head x3 hard against the stones. There's something about you that's electrifying, You cramp me up,cramp me up, you cramp me up And I can't let go, when I realize that I'm frying.
This rain of sparks, Is blistering. I love that little smile on your face but I gotta get away from you `cause This was not love, it was not clean. our knives were digging Deeper and deeper as they went under our skins, That's what made us scream!
I can sense the hate pouring through your veins Why are you tormenting me, shocking me and I fucking you? Was it `cause our fingers were getting beneath our skins? Now I know Can't you see, your instability, you were taking it, out, on me, you were taking it on the chin, thats what you get for lettin me in yeah!
This rain of sparks, Is blistering. I love that little smile on your face but I gotta get away from you `cause This was not love, it was not clean. our knives were digging Deeper and deeper as they went under our skins, That's what made us scream!
*solo* We parted our ways,You fucked my head up, it`s electrical lobotomy, *Solo builds up*
This rain of sparks, Is blistering. I love that little smile on your face but I gotta get away from you `cause This was not love, it was not clean. our knives were digging Deeper and deeper as they went under our skins, That's what made us scream!
This rain of sparks Is blistering! It`s burning my skin and this all is your fault. I were helping you-I cannot shake the shock off `Cause This was not love, it was not clean. This rain of sparks, is blistering!
Nothing but your eyes left, the reflection, pictures say more than a thousand words Was it me who twisted your mind? Look into my eyes little one! I laughed when you said you wanna die.
CHORUS I bet it feels good inside a child. I Weep of pain and you should know this has driven me insane Id give everything just to see me through your eyes. Lifeless in a bath of your seed. Bloodcovered soul, you should have stopped. You tore your teddybear, only to get off!
MIDDLE TeddyBear Laying there with no life Never loved Didnt even experience life LITTLE ONE Laying ripped and torn 6 years old You deserved so much more!
How much Id give just to see through your eyes Your hands on my backfelt like black ice This has happened more than twice But this time you took it to far So little Actions speak louder than words
CHORUS I bet it feels good inside a child. I Weep of pain and you should know this has driven me insane Id give everything just to see me through your eyes. Lifeless in a bath of your seed. Bloodcovered soul, you should have stopped. You tore your teddybear, only to get off!
BRIDGE (1&2) 1 Little one 2 Never experienced life 1 Never loved 2 Never had a chance 1 TeddyBear 2 Laying ripped and torn 1 Little child ripped in half 2 YOu deserved so much more
Little one tell me why, he had to take your life Little one, was so young You couldn`t fight Screwed your mind over through fright Little one Father fucked you and he liked he couldnt resist from cutting with a knife Little one never had a chance.
For those who are reading my lyrics, what do you think about em' ? I appreciate constructive criticism.
Here's one of my favourite bridges:
I tried to make those hook-ups come through, you didn’t know you got lied to, We could have hit the ceiling of the sky, we were about to fly high. But, my wings were made of wax!
There is a lot of nonsense in this lyric because I just had to get the idea down really quickly. The song is about how we had fun when we were kids, how we were duty-free and everything was good. I wrote a lot of uncohencive shit just so I could remeber where the syllables are when I tighten up the song and rap that goes with it. I hope that ya' get what I mean.
Memories verse Old times are haunting me again much things have changed since then black clouds are rolling in, them good times aint gonna come back again. In the past we did this and that and now we get threatened by a maniac armed with a baseball bat >
so take me back to the good ol yesterday oh it sucks now, but there aint a shit we can do the memories stay there remeber the sunrise memories get blurrier as the days pass SO chillout and slow down, think about when, we were young and free
Sit down, put your mind at ease baby so listen to a melody and tell me what you feel. there was no need to play any games, no need to know each others names we didnt care, we got along, we just had fun and we KEPT it fun till the rise of the sun I remember your face from back in the day as it is stuck inside a memorEY, im sitting here dreaming away as everyone is looking at mEY.
